Sha'irullah
رسول الآلهة
The first thing to come up is why do you have this need and what is a god.
If you ask me I would say the existence or nonexistence of gods are strongly irrelevant. I hold fast and stern to the notion that all gods are different and have nothing to do with each other. Some are illogical, some are inconsistent and many are flat out worthless and do not give peace to the human soul.
Gods as concepts are very dangerous as they ordain insanity into the otherwise sane. Are you wishing to find a comforting feeling from a god or are you wishing to seem normal in the otherwise abnormal world?
I do not know what your desires are but religion, theism and atheism are very futile. They are both hyper inflated and full of undesirable claims. What you need to do is position yourself so that you understand what you beliefs are intellectually and find your stance on matters like the existence of god and if it is reasonable.
If you ask me I would say the existence or nonexistence of gods are strongly irrelevant. I hold fast and stern to the notion that all gods are different and have nothing to do with each other. Some are illogical, some are inconsistent and many are flat out worthless and do not give peace to the human soul.
Gods as concepts are very dangerous as they ordain insanity into the otherwise sane. Are you wishing to find a comforting feeling from a god or are you wishing to seem normal in the otherwise abnormal world?
I do not know what your desires are but religion, theism and atheism are very futile. They are both hyper inflated and full of undesirable claims. What you need to do is position yourself so that you understand what you beliefs are intellectually and find your stance on matters like the existence of god and if it is reasonable.