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Hi Vi. Hope you're having a good summer.

I'm getting real good at "mousing" with my left hand.

Since I really wanted to communicate with you,
but I did not want to type,
I made an audio. 20+ minutes of me talking.
(and that would be short. lol)

hopefully the link works.

RightArm---RightAim

The acute pain that was making me cry is now gone.
However I am not out of this by far.
Typing and playing piano/keyboards seem to exacorbate the problem more than anything else.

This pains my heart.

Today has been a very hard day for me.

Hey UltraViolet,

the paradigm shift you did make has certainly released the new you...
Amazing how a slight tweak(usually painful) can alter the stream of being that you do naturally inhabit,like an awakening to something(s) you have always known.
The body is the one magickal teacher so respect it well.

In love

Andy

ps,yvw,anytime please....My insect must have been consumed by your spider before it bit you :yes:

Hi Hope! Welcome to my little place here.

Well now Purple! You chose one of my very favorite topics!

Somehow, inside, purple is the color I am.
I am a dark sparkling purple.

On the outside, my hair is died a Purple that is heavy on the blue
(Violet) (bangs and face frame)...
and the first hair die I used was actually called ultraviolet.
(I must have remembered this subliminally)

My Amulet is Purples in/on metal.
I also braid my hair with purple beads.
My fav. lipstick is black under, purple over.
My clothing is almost completely black.

Violet has become for me my new real name.
I hope to have it changed legally next year actually.

UltraViolet is my Majik name.

After many years of completely losing my true and wonderful self
I found my "Ultra" again. (and REALLY for the FIRST time)
Ultra is actually the name of my Sexy Latex Totem Witch.
$4.44 walmart the day after halloween. (half price!)
She was the only one there ... and she wanted me. lol

I finally found the freedom of my inner woman
after 39 years of having to keep my sexual nature "hidden" in public,
and really from my own self (was brought up with the Roman Catholic guilt).

So now you know I am Ultra AND I am Violet.
It's a Magic thing as I said, but I LOVE my new name.
It fits me right.:rainbow1:

Hope I didn't go on too long.

UV

Awwww Jayne... I'm sorry.
We WILL find a good time to chat.

Luke,

Thank you again for the energy!
I used it SOOOOO well!

My Majik has begun to open back up to me after a bit of a dry "spell".
The Healing/Magic was alive and dynamic today!
The upswing began two days ago, but today was rather spectacular.

I have been "casting" and "drawing" out poison
and
"casting" my arm, neck, shoulders and neck into proper alignment.

Though I still need to be careful not to overdo it,
the most horrid part of the pain seems to have passed...
AND
I am suddenly able to dance again after many months of not.

I can now unhook my bra with my right arm.
Just 4 days ago I still could not bend it behind my back.

And GOD! I feel SEXY AGAIN!

Nothing like a little burlesque "step" on my Altar to make me feel alive.

Andy...

You were almost right about my having been "stung" by something.
I believe I was bitten by a spider, and this is one half of the trouble I've been having.

I sent you a PM. Hopefully will talk.

Thanks for the friend invite, Ultraviolet.

Just out of curiosity, is violet your favorite color? What's the significance behind the name? I ask because my favorite color is purple---- though I'm not sure violet and purple are technically the same color. I've always understood violet to be purple with a little more blue in it.

Hey hey!

Just a quick hug and "I love you"

keep well!

Here's some energy for you! (use it well!)

come back...........

Hi UV,you shall be aware that you are an emotional body attached to the physical carbon based lifeform,the emotional body is larger & dictates how you are more than the physical.

Quantum energy will help to have your neurons behave as they should in accordance with your DNA programming,if you want to talk about something which maybe upsetting your emotional body then it would be best that you can identify this & we can talk it through.It would help your healing.

In love,

Andy

I'll read through your previous posts,see what you have been up tobviously any self healing does not help?

the Quantum thing works better if energy is chanelled close to the pain,like filling a swimming pool with water,the closer you get the hose to the pool,the sooner you can fill it.

How long have you had the pain?

I like to look at the whole haystack & not just focus on the shiny needle,this is difficult for me.

heh heh,not impossible,just real difficult.Someone maybe grabbing you,or have you been stung by anything...any red marks?

The pain (centered mainly in my right arm & wrist--though it also shoots/shifts to other body areas, including other limbs, neck & shoulder)
is the result of one of two things... or a combination thereof.

Do you think I should elaborate?
Or let all of you do your own "unguided" healing.

Because the thing is, I could be wrong about either thing.

Hello Vi,just getting up to speed.

I'm ok on a couple of things,types of pains in specific area's,never heard of the right arm?

I'll meditate upon your sig,try & chanell some quantum touch energy through you?Has your right hand locked around something? or is it the opposite?

To all my friends here,
in an attempt to rest my arm,
my posts have been generally shorter lately.

As well, it seems maybe I'm not as patient in my posts as I usually am.
TRUTHFULLY I am fighting impatience in general right now
in regards to my whole life.

Please understand, if I've been a little cranky on the forum,
this pain, is making me a little cranky.

Anyway, that's what's going on right now.

Though I am taking steps to overcome this problem,
any helpful magic, good intentions, healing energy my way
is appreciated and accepted with openness & thanks.

Love,
Vi

Hey Andy,

The last 3 weeks have brought a challange my way.
If you read the Coven forum "right arm reading"
it will clue you in.

On account of all the problems I've been having typing and all,
I'm considering going back to doing some audio again.
(I used to have over a hundred audios up on the net--
before I finished "assimilating" my paradigm shift).

I'm thinking of putting links right here in my little RF space.
This way I can better share what's going on with me & my Majik,
for anyone who's interested.

I would be happy to talk about my "transformation(s)" in audio.
I just can't handle all the time and typing it would take to try
and write it all out.

~UV~

Hi UV,

would like to hear about your transformation.

wheeee

Thank you St. T and Mystic as well!

I'm being so remiss about my space here.

Thank you sweetheart.
I truly appreciate that.