I left because I even tho after 8 years I felt like an Atheist who just attended church.
I figured I would step back and try to find God "from scratch".
I've been seeking in every way and form but never found answers. All I've asked for is guidence and for him to show me the way.
Yet I feel ignored and neglected after years of searching
I'm new and not sure if I posted in the right place if not I'm sorry.
I want to believe so bad! I want and need god in my life.
I'm skeptical sometimes bc some of religion seems like a tall tale based on geography.
How do I find faith? What justifies stuff like creation of mankind?