Dear Whereismynotecard,
Some things in life are a mystery. If you want a church which has all the answers, i suggest the Roman Catholic Church. We mortals can not wrap our minds around some of our experiences, or what others have experienced. For a religion with an easy answer, i suggest...
I just finished "Dancing Alone" by Frank Schaffer, the son of Francis Schaeffer. It was an eye-opening history of what went wrong since the Diet of Worms. In short, Schaeffer says that Luther wanted to reform and purify the church. He thought that he would get his day in court at Worms...