Thank you all for your replies. It's just really hard to ignore such a scary thought. Sometimes when I pray for God to tell me that it's okay to be with him, I have worse thoughts. Then, I feel like it's really God telling me I am going to Hell for being with him. Thus, the cycle continues...
I'm twenty years old and have OCD. I have been dating my boyfriend for four years. We are both Christians and plan to get married after we graduate from college. I love him very much and could not imagine my life without him. My OCD thoughts center around religion and me trying to be a good...