I feel profoundly unhappy and miserable. I went to a bar by myself and it just totally sucked. I am tired of people ignoring me. Why do I almost always fade into The ****ing background. Am I really that worthless to other people ? Seriously **** Edmonton I am always getting social excluded in...
Today I stayed home to relax but man am I ever board here without internet there's nothing to do here except watch the same boring movies on dvd that I've seen a million times and to make matters worse I am totally alone this makes me irritated and emotionally empty but strangely relaxed. Now I...