This is the one forum I should have stayed on. You know, I love you guys.
Anyways, I've been having a rough time lately and a big part of that seems to be sharing ideas openly online is so impossible. I don't feel that way here though. Sure things get rough here sometimes, but any other site or group I'm in things are more surprising when they're not rough. So I came back, to hear and share ideas. The problem with me is I'm torn between the "real 1137" and this constant state of self hatred, and that's likely to show in my communication. But at least here I don't feel I have to puff my chest or pretend to be someone, so here I will remain (til my next breakdown or suicide!).
Anyways, I've been having a rough time lately and a big part of that seems to be sharing ideas openly online is so impossible. I don't feel that way here though. Sure things get rough here sometimes, but any other site or group I'm in things are more surprising when they're not rough. So I came back, to hear and share ideas. The problem with me is I'm torn between the "real 1137" and this constant state of self hatred, and that's likely to show in my communication. But at least here I don't feel I have to puff my chest or pretend to be someone, so here I will remain (til my next breakdown or suicide!).