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A Return

1137

Here until I storm off again
Premium Member
This is the one forum I should have stayed on. You know, I love you guys.

Anyways, I've been having a rough time lately and a big part of that seems to be sharing ideas openly online is so impossible. I don't feel that way here though. Sure things get rough here sometimes, but any other site or group I'm in things are more surprising when they're not rough. So I came back, to hear and share ideas. The problem with me is I'm torn between the "real 1137" and this constant state of self hatred, and that's likely to show in my communication. But at least here I don't feel I have to puff my chest or pretend to be someone, so here I will remain (til my next breakdown or suicide!).
 

Revoltingest

Pragmatic Libertarian
Premium Member
Re-greetings!

Buttercups always lift spirits.
Have some....
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DawudTalut

Peace be upon you.
This is the one forum I should have stayed on. You know, I love you guys.

Anyways, I've been having a rough time lately and a big part of that seems to be sharing ideas openly online is so impossible. I don't feel that way here though. Sure things get rough here sometimes, but any other site or group I'm in things are more surprising when they're not rough. So I came back, to hear and share ideas. The problem with me is I'm torn between the "real 1137" and this constant state of self hatred, and that's likely to show in my communication. But at least here I don't feel I have to puff my chest or pretend to be someone, so here I will remain (til my next breakdown or suicide!).
Peace be on you.
Welcome.
 

Smart_Guy

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Premium Member
Hey, welcome back aboard :)

And remember, just as you have those whom you love, there are others who love you as well, and they would be sad if something bad happens to you. Keep that in mind at all times ;)
 

Mindmaster

Well-Known Member
Premium Member
This is the one forum I should have stayed on. You know, I love you guys.

Anyways, I've been having a rough time lately and a big part of that seems to be sharing ideas openly online is so impossible. I don't feel that way here though. Sure things get rough here sometimes, but any other site or group I'm in things are more surprising when they're not rough. So I came back, to hear and share ideas. The problem with me is I'm torn between the "real 1137" and this constant state of self hatred, and that's likely to show in my communication. But at least here I don't feel I have to puff my chest or pretend to be someone, so here I will remain (til my next breakdown or suicide!).

It might just be the problem I often have in that I have parts of a million little things that I've read that I personally value. I pull from many paths to the dismay of every single person who pulls from one. I just feel no need to be all in with any of them, and I happily will take to the curb any ideas that don't pan out. Allow you to be you, and then take the beliefs and ideas that aid you. It seems like you are rejecting whatever you've known in the past and maybe it is a good thing.
 

Adramelek

Setian
Premium Member
Hail my Brother! I am here for you, you know this. And remember, when you think of Set, he thinks of you.
 
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