DharmaCatLamp
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Hi guys
So this week I ordered a couple of Radha Krishna Statues and a Shiva statue as I decided to set up my own home shrine as per some of your guy's suggestions. Last night I decided to try and do some worship and I printed out a picture of Kali. I had been watching videos on her and decided It might make sense to include this aspect of God in my worship.
Well I had some very strange things happen. After I grabbed the picture and bowed in front of it I felt like I had been seized by a giant hand. I felt myself being pushed towards the ground and it felt like I had a hard time getting up. I could feel myself being pinned down by some force and I just supplicated myself to Kali saying that I would accept whatever god's will was for me.
I was told that I needed to take two weeks break from certain recreational substances and that in that time i needed to devote myself wholly to God. It was incredibly intense and after I laid there for awhile I felt an incredible blissful calm come over me.
I don't know what all that was about , maybe it was all in my head or something but that was one of the most intense spiritual experiences I've ever had. What are your guy's thoughts on all this?
So this week I ordered a couple of Radha Krishna Statues and a Shiva statue as I decided to set up my own home shrine as per some of your guy's suggestions. Last night I decided to try and do some worship and I printed out a picture of Kali. I had been watching videos on her and decided It might make sense to include this aspect of God in my worship.
Well I had some very strange things happen. After I grabbed the picture and bowed in front of it I felt like I had been seized by a giant hand. I felt myself being pushed towards the ground and it felt like I had a hard time getting up. I could feel myself being pinned down by some force and I just supplicated myself to Kali saying that I would accept whatever god's will was for me.
I was told that I needed to take two weeks break from certain recreational substances and that in that time i needed to devote myself wholly to God. It was incredibly intense and after I laid there for awhile I felt an incredible blissful calm come over me.
I don't know what all that was about , maybe it was all in my head or something but that was one of the most intense spiritual experiences I've ever had. What are your guy's thoughts on all this?