I was trying to practice Kabbala for a while, I wanted the authentic Jewish Kabbala but for Jewish K I'd have to be Jewish lol and it's impossible for me to convert, actually that was the only aspect of K I did not like plus I don't believe in reincarnation I then tried to do some Hermetic Kabbala (no conversion required) but to me it's not 'authentic'. Kabbala is Jewish for me
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I'm still searching, this spiritual business is still very new to me, I love it, it inspires me, but I think I need to choose wisely. I have extreme difficulties accepting reincarnation beliefs that's why I switched from Advaita to Kabbala since in Kabbala reincarnations are limited (some say only 7, some say only 4 reincarnations I believe). But Jewish conversion is very strict.
I hope I don't sound ignorant but imho the religion I choose should be open for everyone, I don't like this limiting aspect. I know in Zoroastrianism conversion is also difficult but only for Parsis I believe, am I correct?
Sorry for my messy writing style, I'm a bit tired!
I cannot wait to read the Gathas
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