trablano
Member
Hello there,
I wanted to ask you if you think it's possible to have a christian faith without accepting the bible as a foundation for it.
It is rather odd. I started out as an atheist but since I was 16 I had a fascination for Jesus and the gods. I never read the bible back then and simply followed my intuition, reason and my heart. I saw in Jesus a god man who desired men to be both free and loving. Jesus felt like a name for freedom for me.
Later after some very bad years I came to search God in a christian church setting. I was not very successful and ended up being afraid of God, mainly because the christians I asked for help were relying mostly on the bible for their faith and either could not answer my questions at all or when they had answers they usually did not satisfy me.
But out of fear I accept the ideology and began trying to base my faith on the bible.
Now after leaving evangelical christianity I am trying to live the christian part of my faith (I also worship God in the hindu traditions) without using the bible. But it's very difficult. I am always thinking, if it were not for the bible, how could I know something about Jesus? I thought, maybe it's a passing on of traditions. That the tale of Jesus incarnating, living here, dying for mankind and being raised up later was passed on orally, and the bible only records some parts of it. It's odd anyway that while the bible is very large it doesn't speak all that much about the resurrection and what the resurrected Jesus said and did.
That is my trouble, the bible feels awfully insufficient, but I have no other holy book. I wish I had one. My life is such that I grave a loving God to be my friend in all of it, and sometimes I have it, but when I get insecure the biblical things I read and was told rise to the surface and beat me up.
Do you see the dilemma? How do you live christian faith without using the bible? What books would you read?
I wanted to ask you if you think it's possible to have a christian faith without accepting the bible as a foundation for it.
It is rather odd. I started out as an atheist but since I was 16 I had a fascination for Jesus and the gods. I never read the bible back then and simply followed my intuition, reason and my heart. I saw in Jesus a god man who desired men to be both free and loving. Jesus felt like a name for freedom for me.
Later after some very bad years I came to search God in a christian church setting. I was not very successful and ended up being afraid of God, mainly because the christians I asked for help were relying mostly on the bible for their faith and either could not answer my questions at all or when they had answers they usually did not satisfy me.
But out of fear I accept the ideology and began trying to base my faith on the bible.
Now after leaving evangelical christianity I am trying to live the christian part of my faith (I also worship God in the hindu traditions) without using the bible. But it's very difficult. I am always thinking, if it were not for the bible, how could I know something about Jesus? I thought, maybe it's a passing on of traditions. That the tale of Jesus incarnating, living here, dying for mankind and being raised up later was passed on orally, and the bible only records some parts of it. It's odd anyway that while the bible is very large it doesn't speak all that much about the resurrection and what the resurrected Jesus said and did.
That is my trouble, the bible feels awfully insufficient, but I have no other holy book. I wish I had one. My life is such that I grave a loving God to be my friend in all of it, and sometimes I have it, but when I get insecure the biblical things I read and was told rise to the surface and beat me up.
Do you see the dilemma? How do you live christian faith without using the bible? What books would you read?