Did you grow up in the Mormon church? I agree, yes it is a unique sensation, it is not just a feeling or emotion, it is different, and I suppose it is impossible for any person to explain what they have felt to any other person. I learned how to find that feeling again, and I too for a time correlated it to the Mormon faith. If there are good spirits, and evil spirits masquerading as angels of light - with none to tell the difference between them.... you might understand my confusion when I felt the spirit at Holland's general conference story, to later find the story was fake. understand confusion at sustaining someone to the bishopric, then finding that person was a child molester. thinking I "knew" tithing was going to a good cause, then finding it actually went to large bank accounts and building malls... when trying to help a homeless girl was refused any assistance. ... then working with other charitable organizations, and finding support for homeless, support for abuse victims, finding amazing solid honest humble families of all faiths .... I hosted a memorable thanksgiving with Muslims, a Jew, an athiest, Mormons, Christian all around the same table. This was my moment - where I knew there was no true church, that we have to look past those names and titles, and just be people. No book, no building, no leader - God has given us all our conscience, has given us all friends and family, has given us all nature and this life and no person and no church owns that. No person defines family ties. No organization has authority to baptize another (if you felt the spirit, I think it was your heart and possible ties to the person, not the church). Salvation is free to everyone, we are all equally beloved, no servant is greater than his master, nor is a messenger greater than the one who sent. No leaders, no followers, we are all humans in this crazy wonderful world. The only thing needed, to follow our conscience.
this "we're the only authority" and we are the only truth, and only males (white males for a long time) can do xyz, and no one else is led by the spirit stuff? It is simply not true. Everyone is equally led by the spirit, everyone is equally loved by God, everyone has an equal amount of authority for themselves and their family. Families are sealed by love to one another (not sealed by a man-made organization).
Good people in all walks of life, and in all the different religious groups.... but when you start saying "callings are from God" (really? God wanted a pedophile working with kids? and if you do not sustain said pedophile you lose your temple recommend?) when you start thinking your church is better than others, or God only works with people who believe the same book you believe? it turns from beauty to ashes.
Revelations talks about false churches being torn down in the latter days, that before Christ comes, all the other organizations will crumble. It is happening - the fastest growing spirituality is "none", not atheist, but "none" as in "not affiliated". This is my new home too, no title, no denomination, no single book, but spiritual yes, love Jesus yes, working my tail off to serve and do what I can for good in the world, yes.
Not about choosing the right church, or reading the right book. All we need is what all everyone - everyone in the whole world who has ever or will ever live - all we need is our conscience. Anything else would be unloving, unjust, unfair.