Columbine, Rachel's tears!

[Spiderman]

today is the anniversary of Rachel dying, first victim of Columbine.

Also, was hearing about Robert Bobby Francis Kennedy in my head, some guy named Bobby is being patted down by caps holding up the line for food, kept hearing "bobby , my little brother", not related to him, Bobby was little brother of John , born 11/20 scorpio....I woke up this morning saying "Queen Esther , when you inhale her for holy communion, she is Ether, and I like the Ether bunny and the Ethyl bunny"... (Ethyl alcohol...drink)

I didn't know his wife was named Ethel, or that she was born 0411, my birthday....Rachel Mussolini's birthday, the name means "Rachel Jacob, the second bride of Jacob was Rachel. JFK married Jackie Lee Kennedy (Jacob Leah, first two names. Kennedy means "Helmeted Chief").... the two brides of Jacob.

The day Russia invaded Ukraine, I was in an IRTS facility. We did an art program and first thing I wrote "Rachel, name means ewe, sounds like "you".....

Then a staff named Rachel wouldn't give me my anti-anxiety pills, I said "i have a right to those". She said "I need you to try deep breathing first." I tensed up, shouted, through my arms in the air, and my injured arm came out of socket, went to the ER, found out Russia invaded Ukraine while there. The only two physical injuries I have received over women , that caused me to need an ambulance to take me to the ER, and be put to sleep to fix the problem, were over women with the two names of Jacob's brides.

It didn't dawn on me until after returning what her name was.

But I moved into room 17, the day 17 died, 17 were injured ....at parkland school shooting in Florida. My last name is alternative for "John, Jack", Jack alternative for Jacob, two names JFK went by, who died at Parkland hospital. Lee (Leah) Harvey (Battle worthy) Oswald (Divine Power) died at the same hospital two days later....

Supposedly the ghost of JFK is supposed to come out of the belly of a monster in the sea and enter the womb of another woman at conception and reign a second time. He got 666 votes at a democratic convention, died of a fatal Head wound, like the beast, supposedly will become a Roman Caesar.

Rachel Joy Scott, her middle name is the meaning of the original name of Julius Caesar and Gauis Diocletian...back when gay meant "Joy, jovial"....

Benjamin, the wolf tribe, was called "son of Rachel's pain", his name changed to "Son of Jacob's right hand"

It was the wolf tribe on which the first King of Israel began, Queen Esther saved the Jews in Iran and became Queen, inspiring Cyrus the great, whom God called the Messiah, who built the temple, created Israel, was a polytheist who loved the whore of Babylon, but God called him the anointed one and Messiah, didn't have a problem with it or didn't say so.

Without Cyrus, many historians say that Abrahamic monotheism would not have survived.

Romulus and Remus , founders of Rome, were nourished by the breasts of a wolf, raised by a female wolf, that I used to think was Queen Esther...

Rachel was killed 1999 , the year jfk jr died....

....After receiving holy communion today, I saw Bobby Kennedy and JFK jr floating down the Nile river in baskets, being rescued by Cleopatra, Hagar, and the daughter's of Pharaoh, (like Moses) to set them free from the bondage to Hagar's Ishmael dysfunction (that was actually what made me look up bobby Kennedy, his wife being daughter of George , who died in a plane crash with his wife.

Then it dawned on me Bobby Kennedy was killed by a Palestinian Muslim for supporting Israel. Kind of stupid when he spent his life primarily bending over backwards to help religious and ethnic minorities and immigrants, have equality, voting rights, equal opportunities, no discrimination based on any of those...

His wife had two children born on fourth of July.

 

[Spiderman]

Hagar was daughter of Pharaoh. Back when Pharaoh's daughter's might get eaten by crocodiles, it wasn't scary bathing in the Nile river....now it is much worse what Egyptian men might do that makes being Nile crocodile food , mild in comparison.

I would actually prefer that today without hesitation than live a full life span as an Arab woman in a lot of those countries.

Arab Empires were the greatest superpowers in the world back when they were the most notorious for having a female dominant Religion where mother Goddess wasn't constantly threatening people, jealous, wrathful, was willing to share, was not showing signs of being a proud , greedy , hypocrite, blaming other Deities or shaming people for stuff....
Ever since the Abrahamic God took over, it turned into such hell they are dying fleeing to Europe illegally by the millions and drowning and freezing trying to escape the blessings of nations that outlaw Idolatry, and sins that offend God.

It becomes total hell living there. Egyptian Empire and Babylonian Empire used to be where you want to live and flock to in times of famine.

Anyway, I have nothing against Christian virtues when displayed by people like Rachel, because it is humility, noble qualities, innocence, charity, compassion, mercy, and that is just dandy! But the extremes of bigotry and hate, the bitterness, the violence, the division that the Bible promotes, the many opposite things it says, cause so many people to suffer and be victimized, stir up atheist regimes or religious extremism, where hatred triumphs, the rights of the just are trampled upon by people that will pretend to be injured just to torture and murder the kind person that believes it's their duty and nature to help.

The whore of Babylon, Mother of Harlots, Queen of Heaven, actually helped rescue Yahweh , created Israel, built the Temple, and it totally backfired. Yahweh thanked and acknowledged only Cyrus , who only prayed to her , not him. Yahweh was probably trying to take credit for what Inanna did, because earlier he was treating to kill children because their parents burn incense to the Queen of Heaven.

He is too proud to want to admit she saved the proud hypocritical child killer. If I'm mistaken I apologize, I'm just hurt by such a sick God the Bible says we have. Joseph and Pharaoh respected each other's religions, Pharaoh gave a Hebrew control of his household and possessions. Pagans and Monotheists should work together.

Pharaoh's daughter's rescued Moses and he returned to murder Egyptian children and babies who didn't have the blood of virgins smeared on their door posts. Plus, God repeatedly hardened Pharaoh's heart and was going to commit a far worse genocide against Jews right after word than ever recorded..

God needs to be consequenced, needs to shape up, needs to reform. Please help him Rachel. Telling your Father in heaven that he is doing a good job, when he is torturing, hurting so many people, such a proud bigot who has no room to share his glory with anyone, killing children like King herod did, at the thought of another King or Queen he might have to share with.

It is very disgusting. Lucifer looks quite noble in comparison because he seems more honest, less deceptive, less boasting about how clean and without blemish he is, doesn't say he won't share with other Deities, much less high of a torture and kill count.

God bless you Rachel. I hope to meet you on the other side, and it isn't people like you that bother me. It's how that Bible and it's author cause so much pain, fear, confusion, violence, and suffering! Pax Tecum!

 

[Jimmy]

God isn’t the cause of suffering. Unfortunately people do bad things.

 

[Spiderman]

God isn’t the cause of suffering. Unfortunately people do bad things.

God gave women their labor pains because his daughter ate an apple he told her not to. So, it means kill your daughter for disobedience and give labor pains to all women, so that death during childbirth was the leading cause of why women didn't live to see the age of thirty for thousands of years.

God approved of slavery and participated in curses that doomed people to be slaves because they descend from ham or someone who committed a sin that today would not qualify as a misdemeanor in America.

He killed people for picking up sticks on saturday or working on the wrong day of the week , which is as insane as terrorist groups like ISIS, he threatens people to be tossed into a lake of fire and speaks of a man tortured and having a tongue and body parts, feeling thirst and heat, torture, after death...

He creates mosquitoes and gives serpents their venom to kill thousands of people every year.

He could heal children of cancer but prefers to let them die, and countless children starve or die of thirst when it is easy for him to feed them.

He could give people understanding but prefers to leave them confused so they don't know if Islam, Christianity, Hinduism, or atheism is the truth. He demonstrates more pride, narcissism, and hatred , and sadism, and genocide in the Bible, than any human or pagan deity ever did, then claims he is love and mercy, perfect justice, which is so incredibly ugly, and causes so much ugly behavior among believers, it causes people to support regimes that militantly secularize and oppress religion, victimizing good Christians, and causing people to sin and blaspheme , lose hope, commit suicide.

He refuses to show people he loves them personally, when they need a friend, causing all sorts of problems, addictions, sins, crime, death, unwanted pregnancies from not knowing who God wants people to have as a spouse,...

....he funds abortion clinics by forming children in the wombs of mothers who he knows won't benefit from it , just be scared, get an abortion when the guy leaves them, and feel guilt, shame, condemned for what God could have easily prevented...

And in scripture, he causes civil wars in Israel, brings in their enemies to kill and enslave his chosen people, and he murders children because of the Idolatry of their parents, or has them hauled off as slaves and concubines after their relatives who are not virgins are murdered, to be kept as slaves for sexual purposes (google it. Kill everyone but keep the virgin females...hmmm....I wonder why....)

Yes, God causes suffering. Scripture says he creates darkness, "I create evil, I the Lord do these things Isaiah 45...."

 

[Jimmy]

God gave women their labor pains because his daughter ate an apple he told her not to. So, it means kill your daughter for disobedience and give labor pains to all women, so that death during childbirth was the leading cause of why women didn't live to see the age of thirty for thousands of years.

God approved of slavery and participated in curses that doomed people to be slaves because they descend from ham or someone who committed a sin that today would not qualify as a misdemeanor in America.

He killed people for picking up sticks on saturday or working on the wrong day of the week , which is as insane as terrorist groups like ISIS, he threatens people to be tossed into a lake of fire and speaks of a man tortured and having a tongue and body parts, feeling thirst and heat, torture, after death...

He creates mosquitoes and gives serpents their venom to kill thousands of people every year.

He could heal children of cancer but prefers to let them die, and countless children starve or die of thirst when it is easy for him to feed them.

He could give people understanding but prefers to leave them confused so they don't know if Islam, Christianity, Hinduism, or atheism is the truth. He demonstrates more pride, narcissism, and hatred , and sadism, and genocide in the Bible, than any human or pagan deity ever did, then claims he is love and mercy, perfect justice, which is so incredibly ugly, and causes so much ugly behavior among believers, it causes people to support regimes that militantly secularize and oppress religion, victimizing good Christians, and causing people to sin and blaspheme , lose hope, commit suicide.

He refuses to show people he loves them personally, when they need a friend, causing all sorts of problems, addictions, sins, crime, death, unwanted pregnancies from not knowing who God wants people to have as a spouse,...

....he funds abortion clinics by forming children in the wombs of mothers who he knows won't benefit from it , just be scared, get an abortion when the guy leaves them, and feel guilt, shame, condemned for what God could have easily prevented...

And in scripture, he causes civil wars in Israel, brings in their enemies to kill and enslave his chosen people, and he murders children because of the Idolatry of their parents, or has them hauled off as slaves and concubines after their relatives who are not virgins are murdered, to be kept as slaves for sexual purposes (google it. Kill everyone but keep the virgin females...hmmm....I wonder why....)

Yes, God causes suffering. Scripture says he creates darkness, "I create evil, I the Lord do these things Isaiah 45...."

The evil in Isaiah refers to natural disaster. Flood, hurricane, etc I don’t even believe that. You’re view of the Bible is pretty warped. It would probably do you a great deal of good if you were to stop reading it. I say that as a friend.