Your whole post was very poetic, but I will be answering some parts of it.
So in my opinion you dont contradict creationism.
I do actually. I believe that the human race came about by a natural process and we are descended from some super-simple bacteria-like organism in an organic soup billions of years ago. I do not think we came about by some loving creator.
And one of the reasons I based on in my beleif, was the many possibilities that could have happened if this element didnt do that, and that didnt do this, like us having monster faces,
You need to watch the twilight zone episode, "Eye of the beholder." It may be on youtube or you could do the honest thing and buy it. It only about 30 minutes long and is a real hit.
The main quote from this episode is that beauty is in the eye of the beholder. So beauty is not an objective thing but is quite subjective. I have wondered how pigs could ever be attracted to each other when they are so ugly. The reason for this is that the way we judge appearance depends on how our brain and emotions are wired. So humans are set to like certain anatomical traits. Why do (most) men like breasts? They are simply lumps of fat on the chest. The reason for this is that our emotions are telling us what to like. It is almost impossible for me to mentally force myself to not like them because of the emotional framework I am given from birth.
The brains of pigs tell them to like a different set of anatomical traits. Female peacocks like guys with large colorful feathery tails. Human females would be freaked out by a guy with a big feathery tail. It all depends on the emotional and mental framework you are in. So if we were given monster faces, we would probably be put in an emotional framework in which monster faces were attractive. I'm betting that to pigs we do have monster faces!
or seeing in white and black only,
Well, beings with such limited color perception would probably be less able to survive than those with a larger range of color perception, and may have been weeded out. I don't even know how evolution would build a black-and-white eye anyway. A color eye may be easier to build.
In fact, while there are a lot of colors that we see, there are many that we are missing out on. We only see a small part of the electromagnetic spectrum. In fact the bug spectrum is a little shifted so they can see a different set of colors that humans cannot. Many flowers have ultraviolet features that humans cannot see but bugs can.
Take a look at this link.
Ultraviolet Flowers: Potentilla anserina
So why didn't evolution allow us to see all colors? I don't know. There might be some natural selection reason. Evolution is not perfect anyway.
or water have a bad taste,
Whether something tastes good or bad depends on how your tastebuds are set. Your tastebuds could have been set to find puke good tasting. That is what apparently what happened to my dog. If your tastebugs were set so you found water nasty, you probably wouldn't drink much of it and would be less likely to survive and pass on you genes. So evolution would weed you out and select those who thought water tasted good.
or no conscious to realise what's going on,
Many organisms actually don't have consciousness because they don't need it in their ecological nickes or the energy of producing it is just not worth the benefits (bacteria, trees, algea). For mammals and the ecological niches we are in, it is a necessity for survival. When you are self-aware, can see, reason, and sense things in the world, you have a far better chance of surviving. In fact, human intelligence is what made the human race so successful in this evolutionary fight for survival.
which made me admire how well life is, and the beautiful things you said, and made me beleive that outside time, someone planned it and knows where all this is going to.
I don't agree. In fact I am going to accuse the human race of plagarism.