That's just it, there's a realm beyond what's physically apparent. How can I know this realm without questioning it. First and foremost I have to open myself to its possibility. For if I never open myself to it, I'll never learn the questions to ask.
If I were not made for understanding I would not have the ability to understand. And to understand I must question. And that reveals that there is a logic to the ways of spirituality. If I don't regard spirituality than everything will seem meaningless in and of itself.
If meaning were unimportant than why am I a creature with the ability to make, and recognize meaning?
So I learn of innocence, and I learn of guilt. I learn of moral facts. And the power to question my own motives, and see the fruits of another's and my own.
Whatever is out there don't accept blind obedience. I can follow out of fear, or out of love and illumination.
I always come to the door of questions. And I welcome that.
Right now I wonder why not everything is a paved road, and I always must struggle to survive? And there are no givens? No guarantees?
Is this road of life just an illusion? Am I better off without a safety net? When so many never get a chance to live, shall I consider life a gift?
And if all my life is just episodes of tragedy, and suffering, and heartbreak, Do these things teach me anything getting me closer to a goal?
The human creation is a powerful one, and life and death are ever before us. This life cannot be the end all be all of the spiritual road. There's too much substance for everything to vaporize and disappear.
Do I mistake the goal as more important than the journey? All we have all our lives is the here and now. And yet perhaps the goal is sublime?
All I know is that I didn't necessarily have to exist.
If I can answer these questions then my spiritual journey continues.
Interestingly enough to me I see a divine purpose that is sublime. But I also see where I'm no better off than the mice chasing after it's next meal, and cover.
Do we have to lose everything to gain everything?
Questions are crucial, vital, and why should I think myself more important than another? The material standard, the intellectual standard, are not enough. There is a spiritual standard. That's what I pursue. Gotta question!