Spiderman
Veteran Member
I'll go to the confession booth today. I feel bad about my hatred for God.
Sometimes not, other times I do , and yesterday was the worst anger I've had at God in over a year.
I'm not going to say sorry, because it's something that's going to keep happening likely.
I saw a man at an AA meeting recently he was missing all of his fingers because of frostbite from being homeless and drunk. He was also covered in scars from whatever.
I imagined life without fingers. It sounds like hell!
I should be grateful to God that I have fingers and so many other luxuries.
Thank you Lord.
But I really wish God would have protected the man's fingers.
Yes, he chose to drink, but in AA, everyone admits that they are powerless over alcohol. They don't have a chance without a power greater than themselves restoring them to sanity.
I know firsthand what it's like to be powerless over an addiction.
I realized I can't trust anybody here in real life, and I see so many bad things happening to good people, that I don't know what else to do but blaspheme the God who won't even speak up.
The Bible and the Quran contradict themselves, and lead people to opposite opinions.
Don't even start to tell me that God spoke through some silly violent psychopathic text believers don't agree on.
God refuses to speak up, pure and simple. if God would actually speak to me and others, I see all the good that we could actually accomplish.
Have you ever had a problem with blasphemy and then got over it?
Is blasphemy a problem that you still have?
When I see how much the suffering and confusion is in our world and I hear people saying things like "suicides and heretics go to hell," it just makes me very angry at God.
Can you relate?
Sometimes not, other times I do , and yesterday was the worst anger I've had at God in over a year.
I'm not going to say sorry, because it's something that's going to keep happening likely.
I saw a man at an AA meeting recently he was missing all of his fingers because of frostbite from being homeless and drunk. He was also covered in scars from whatever.
I imagined life without fingers. It sounds like hell!
I should be grateful to God that I have fingers and so many other luxuries.
Thank you Lord.
But I really wish God would have protected the man's fingers.
Yes, he chose to drink, but in AA, everyone admits that they are powerless over alcohol. They don't have a chance without a power greater than themselves restoring them to sanity.
I know firsthand what it's like to be powerless over an addiction.
I realized I can't trust anybody here in real life, and I see so many bad things happening to good people, that I don't know what else to do but blaspheme the God who won't even speak up.
The Bible and the Quran contradict themselves, and lead people to opposite opinions.
Don't even start to tell me that God spoke through some silly violent psychopathic text believers don't agree on.
God refuses to speak up, pure and simple. if God would actually speak to me and others, I see all the good that we could actually accomplish.
Have you ever had a problem with blasphemy and then got over it?
Is blasphemy a problem that you still have?
When I see how much the suffering and confusion is in our world and I hear people saying things like "suicides and heretics go to hell," it just makes me very angry at God.
Can you relate?
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