Then your experience is different. But this all goes back to you trying to make the case that "feelings" have no presentation in reality. So, is this you implying that autistic people have no feelings, or just have a different interpretation of theirs or others feelings. Again - YOU'RE NOT EXPLAINING YOURSELF. A one-liner here isn't going to cut it.
I don't have back up that I believe in God, because it is fact that I can do so.
Then do it. Please choose the best source of demonstration you have and start there. I am entirely willing to hear you out - but do not expect me to just kowtow to any whim and fancy that you come to. Expect a lot of questions, and very possibly statements to refute things you might bring to bear that I feel are not reasonable assumptions/defaults/etc. to be accepting.
All I have to do is believe.
And is this belief so very difficult to keep to yourself? Seriously, is it? When we end up conversing on this site, I am pretty sure it is more often you that begins challenging my ideas, and not the other way around. I may have instigated once or twice, and maybe you have only done so as many times - but the point is, I'm not actively on the attack against your, personal ideas, necessarily, when you come knocking at my door, so to speak.
What is the problem? That it doesn't make sense to you? Okay, that is your problem. I accept that it doesn't make sense to you. I accept that to you it shouldn't make sense to me. But it still does.
No... here, I'll spell it out for you. You make EVERY EXCEPTION you possibly can for your own beliefs, and will point to everything in the world you think is subjective and say that it is "just like" your beliefs in God, and yet you would immediately reject most people whose personal beliefs include that they, themselves, are the second coming of Christ. Tell me you wouldn't, and I will stop right here. But if you WOULD reject their claims, and their personal, subjective experience that they are The Christ, then you are rejecting EXACTLY the types of claims I reject of yours when you say that you believe God exists, and hint that I should also accept this as "fact." Exactly the same. UNLESS, of course, you can make good on your statement that you can back up your belief in God with something substantial - which, considering all that I have been talking about and describing, would mean that you can produce something that should compel even
me to believe. Of course... if you don't have that, then again, I implore you,
keep your beliefs to yourself.