YmirGF
Bodhisattva in Recovery
I had an very amusing dream the other night and don't quite know what to make of it, so any ideas would be very helpful.
I was alone in a new apartment. I was a very large place, but long and narrow and had a freezer that was more like a MRI machine on the outside, but obviously a freezer when you opened the door. Inside were several pieces of butter, ends of pound packs, all sitting in the frost... (it was not a "frost free" freezer) but was at least 10 feet deep by 6 feet by 4 feet, with a large door on the front.
I had just move in and had various painting strewn about the floor. I'd never seen the paintings before, but oddly, they all seemed familiar. If I had to guess, the apartment was somewhere between 1500 and 2000 square feet, all on one level. I seemed to be happy with the move and was puttering about, as one does when they move into a new place.
Suddenly, I was drawn to a window that was a bit small, say ... 4 feet wide, by 3 feet... and a large deer came up to the window. (Keep in mind that I see wild deer nearly everyday where I live, so that was not unusual. Plus they do make their rounds to my Cul-de-sac.) This deer was different though. It wasn't the ususal tawny colour, but rather, was pure white.... and as large as a horse.... (It gets better, lol.) I greeted it, as I usually do and it moved to climb in through the window, so I helped it climb through. (I should have realized I was dreaming because squeezing a full grown horse size deer through a 4x3 window ain't exactly a common occurrence.)
Anyway, once inside, I gave the big critter a hug and then went to rub off, what I thought was a small blotch of blood from the middle of its forehead. I moved my finger to the area and noticed it wasn't blood, it was a symbol... right there in the centre of the snowy forehead, with those huge black eyes gazing back at me.
As near as I can remember, the symbol was (... hell... give me a sec and I'll draw it...) like this... (don't laugh)
I mused over this image and chatted a bit with her, it was definitely a female, and then adopted the tone of, "Oh... you naughty deer, you know you shouldn't be in the house." And then pulled the deer to a door that miraculously appeared near where we were standing in the room. I opened the door, scolded her a bit more for being in the house one more time... sort of like you would say to an unruly, but delightful child, put my arm around her neck and pulled her through the door. Then I woke up.
And no, I have not done any drugs for years now.... but with dreams like this, um, who needs drugs?
In any event, I'd love to hear what some of you think. If you have any questions, feel free and I will explain a bit further.
I was alone in a new apartment. I was a very large place, but long and narrow and had a freezer that was more like a MRI machine on the outside, but obviously a freezer when you opened the door. Inside were several pieces of butter, ends of pound packs, all sitting in the frost... (it was not a "frost free" freezer) but was at least 10 feet deep by 6 feet by 4 feet, with a large door on the front.
I had just move in and had various painting strewn about the floor. I'd never seen the paintings before, but oddly, they all seemed familiar. If I had to guess, the apartment was somewhere between 1500 and 2000 square feet, all on one level. I seemed to be happy with the move and was puttering about, as one does when they move into a new place.
Suddenly, I was drawn to a window that was a bit small, say ... 4 feet wide, by 3 feet... and a large deer came up to the window. (Keep in mind that I see wild deer nearly everyday where I live, so that was not unusual. Plus they do make their rounds to my Cul-de-sac.) This deer was different though. It wasn't the ususal tawny colour, but rather, was pure white.... and as large as a horse.... (It gets better, lol.) I greeted it, as I usually do and it moved to climb in through the window, so I helped it climb through. (I should have realized I was dreaming because squeezing a full grown horse size deer through a 4x3 window ain't exactly a common occurrence.)
Anyway, once inside, I gave the big critter a hug and then went to rub off, what I thought was a small blotch of blood from the middle of its forehead. I moved my finger to the area and noticed it wasn't blood, it was a symbol... right there in the centre of the snowy forehead, with those huge black eyes gazing back at me.
As near as I can remember, the symbol was (... hell... give me a sec and I'll draw it...) like this... (don't laugh)
I mused over this image and chatted a bit with her, it was definitely a female, and then adopted the tone of, "Oh... you naughty deer, you know you shouldn't be in the house." And then pulled the deer to a door that miraculously appeared near where we were standing in the room. I opened the door, scolded her a bit more for being in the house one more time... sort of like you would say to an unruly, but delightful child, put my arm around her neck and pulled her through the door. Then I woke up.
And no, I have not done any drugs for years now.... but with dreams like this, um, who needs drugs?
In any event, I'd love to hear what some of you think. If you have any questions, feel free and I will explain a bit further.