Unveiled Artist
Veteran Member
Couple months ago I said I'd be leaving after school ends in early Jan if not sadly sooner due to uncontrolled circumstances. Couple of reasons why.
First, this RF is causing too much negativity in my life. I finally have a job I've kept so far four months I think. A very patient (which is rare in retail) boss who doesn't give me more than I can chew.
Secondly, I'm not sure what I'm doing after getting my b.s. given I can't work full time but it's good to have in my pocket. I've been in school for near 20s off and on due to getting over trauma, ditching my therapist finally just about the same amount of time if not more, and seizures. My second diagnoses is controlled. I can see and walk. They thought I had a tumor on my pituitary gland which in rare cases could be cancerous. Thank God! It's not.
Thirdly, I need to focus on finances.
Fourthly, the news and this COVID thing offline is in the back of my head. Jan 4th is when we know if businesses can enforce mandates... Mentioning this because like the other list of reasons I'm leaving.
If I forget, which I do often, thanks to:
@Deeje: couple good conversations stick in my head and some new things learned
@SomeRandom I liked our Convo about Hinduism not too far back
@Rival I hope one day you'll find your religious home. For all it's worth (no pun) god's timing?
@metis I'm glad you joined back to catholicism inwardly. Good off and on convo maybe some years back
@sojourner thanks for having good insight with LGBTQ and holding your faith. I value your perspective on things.
@Conscious thoughts I'm glad to see you progress in your spiritual awakening. I read about it but never gone through it myself. I suggest taking some time distancing yourself from people's religious opinions. That can f things up on your spiritual journey. There's an idea people go through a time of darkness when their spiritual light seems to wane but really there are just some hard things in life you may feel anxious to reconcile. Don't be afraid to ask humans for advice too.
@Trailblazer I feel you have a lot of good thoughts and relationship with your cats. But, anyway, besides the cats I think maybe writing some good things you're grateful for to God would help. That and job wise (can't remember if you're in the states) there'd be some consideration before mandates are confirmed.
@Saint Frankenstein I know there's a lot you're going through that most likely wasn't said on RF but you have my wishes for good well being nonetheless
Most likely I missed a couple. I was going down the members list and probably ten people are active that I can figure of how many? No clue.
Anyway. Like I said, I'll be out gradually or inadvertently depending on how things go.
Take care guys just in case I forget.
Carlita
First, this RF is causing too much negativity in my life. I finally have a job I've kept so far four months I think. A very patient (which is rare in retail) boss who doesn't give me more than I can chew.
Secondly, I'm not sure what I'm doing after getting my b.s. given I can't work full time but it's good to have in my pocket. I've been in school for near 20s off and on due to getting over trauma, ditching my therapist finally just about the same amount of time if not more, and seizures. My second diagnoses is controlled. I can see and walk. They thought I had a tumor on my pituitary gland which in rare cases could be cancerous. Thank God! It's not.
Thirdly, I need to focus on finances.
Fourthly, the news and this COVID thing offline is in the back of my head. Jan 4th is when we know if businesses can enforce mandates... Mentioning this because like the other list of reasons I'm leaving.
If I forget, which I do often, thanks to:
@Deeje: couple good conversations stick in my head and some new things learned
@SomeRandom I liked our Convo about Hinduism not too far back
@Rival I hope one day you'll find your religious home. For all it's worth (no pun) god's timing?
@metis I'm glad you joined back to catholicism inwardly. Good off and on convo maybe some years back
@sojourner thanks for having good insight with LGBTQ and holding your faith. I value your perspective on things.
@Conscious thoughts I'm glad to see you progress in your spiritual awakening. I read about it but never gone through it myself. I suggest taking some time distancing yourself from people's religious opinions. That can f things up on your spiritual journey. There's an idea people go through a time of darkness when their spiritual light seems to wane but really there are just some hard things in life you may feel anxious to reconcile. Don't be afraid to ask humans for advice too.
@Trailblazer I feel you have a lot of good thoughts and relationship with your cats. But, anyway, besides the cats I think maybe writing some good things you're grateful for to God would help. That and job wise (can't remember if you're in the states) there'd be some consideration before mandates are confirmed.
@Saint Frankenstein I know there's a lot you're going through that most likely wasn't said on RF but you have my wishes for good well being nonetheless
Most likely I missed a couple. I was going down the members list and probably ten people are active that I can figure of how many? No clue.
Anyway. Like I said, I'll be out gradually or inadvertently depending on how things go.
Take care guys just in case I forget.
Carlita
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