I did too for a while but my mind was never satisfied with any of the answers.
So I kept looking everywhere and found too many people all believing they had the answer.
Maybe I thought I did too but how could we all be right when we couldn't all agree on the answer?
So I let go of the certainty that I was right, as others seem to have the same certainty.
Someone has to be wrong so self-certainty maybe is not so reliable.
In a family of human spiritual life behaviour relationships it is proven.
Then you ask what concepts don't give the same answers.
O a planet body self reactive. No human controls it. It destroys our life anytime. So we ask why are we living on it for.
The heavens reactive naturally. Hurts us. Same question.
And we are all humans first. To say as my owned self I claim human only science.
Which actually is about chosen human behaviour only.
Claiming I was told by science a God how I was given presence myself. In real language a humans confession it means I think I know it all.
Where the idea a God using my mind human my words human. Told me how and why.
As I can't self exist consciously before myself to advise myself. As the human. Who believes science.
So a deity told me said men scientists. As we're all humans we know how our human self thinks and behaves.
Yet that deity just happened to own he him his man statements.
And in created presence a man is as man the penis owner.
So as a woman I read his words.
He did not say a woman could thesis like me. He took all claim I am the thinker word inference teacher of human science. A man. The human and God the deity a man named by him.
Which is just a human's thesis. How I believe I got created.
Ignored equal life partnership as proven as two humans to put his man mind to just science maths.
Named it a woman. Being a human.
Yet maths and science his reasoning's aren't any human woman.
To thesis how he believed a human woman owned presence by his man's science maths.
Real human natural at his side. He theoried for the thesis science himself as a man.. Science thesis is not a woman he theoried as science only first.
Ignored as usual.
In other words a non existence term directly imposed onto the woman by man the theist.
Ego...proven he would not consider his own presence not existing. The man of God theist the scientists.
Then we all do a historical human behaviour advice.
Men using very bad behaviours historic and woman abused.
Yes it's real about Mr I know it all.
Human science used egotism.
As a human. My parents human always precede me. Have sex both lives produce a baby life. First position any human self does not own any God science theisms.
So I can ignore scientists a baby man theories about I know how the first two human's exist.
The first parents of any human today.
Yet I can say brother you were the scientist as one human as the man. You totally ignored first man a human was sciences theist.
So you cannot as baby man today say you represent first two parents advice mutually.
So what do you think your man's maths human claim is? About first two human adults.
To be enabled to state your god thesis are fake. Said only by a man human theist as and for AI machine practice.
As a machine came from slight earth dust chemical change. Lesser energy taken to build the machine direct from position the ground.
Then a higher mass energy reaction to get the machines reaction.
So machines thesis was never actually any God term either. It was human designer terms only.
Human presence had never ever owned a thesis why we existed where how why on planet earth by any other humans story.
So to be human family spiritual was to believe in a mutually owned human life.
To know planet earth is a reactive body itself. No human controls it.
If you want to believe once a reacting earth body and heavens began life we humans aren't there. Not in the reaction and not after the reaction either.
And any new human controlled reaction is changed only in the new baby life presence of human's choosing it as new. Not old. Or back in time or before I was doing such and such science.
As for a long time no human was practicing any science.
If a baby human grows then ages becomes the adult and adults die. Maybe in your own mind you think you travelled back in time. Yet as the adult you don't suddenly become two other humans.
So scientist human you are in fact just human egotists.
My faith and hope was to bring the human realisation to your self destructive just human personality disorder.