Maybe somewhat like me.
I read it through about age 11 or 12, and then a 2nd time a year or so later. And it was more of just reading than really pausing to absorb and think or be changed by what I was reading.
Now I read very differently. I am not in a hurry to finish a book in the Bible as I'm reading one. I'm more interested in absorbing every jewel in every chapter.
Now when I read, I'm really taking my time! I'm like someone that paused along the road, and is standing there, stopped. Searching. Waiting.
Listening....
Now, I want to totally silence every thought, all the noise, every doctrine laid aside, forgotten, and just
hear.
It could take a month to read a gospel that way, or maybe 3.
Some days I can read a chapter in a gospel. But there are days when I read just 1 or 2 verses Jesus said, and I'm so full that have have to just stop and dwell with the words. They are in me, and I'm changed, and it's heaven.