I don't like cities
I'd go as far to say that I have a fear of them
They are too big and intense
I'm a small-town person
I have decided that from now on I am going to do my best to avoid them
A lot of people feel that way. While others are attracted to all the stuff happening in the cities.
I lived in Chicago for many years. I went there for grad school and loved the place, so I stayed. Funky art galleries, live blues joints, excellent cheap restaurants, reasonable rents, ... But I was young, and poor, and so was not in much danger from the ever-present criminals. So I didn't feel the fear, even though I certainly did have to learn how to be wary, ... of blind corners, and alleys, and certain neighborhoods, and getting around on the subways and busses at night.
But as I got older, I realized that the city is not a place to grow old in. Unless you're rich. And it was just making me tired.
So I moved to a much quieter place and have been here for a long time, now. I like it here. I suits me. I'm almost completely retired. And I don't have to constantly watch out for the street criminals. It's just the capitalist criminals that are killing the elderly around here. But they're everywhere. No escaping them in the 'Land of Unfettered Greed'. They will kill us all someday if we don't stop them. No matter where we live.