Freedom. What is it, anyways?
Some might think its the right to do whatever you want; honestly, we have that more often than not, we just don't like the consequences. Freedom to do whatever you want without consequence? That seems like it would get hairy really quickly, and it would just be a big ugly fight of 'freedoms', resulting in much pain and tragedy.
I tend to think its an attitude. One of the freest moments I had was when I was being attacked by someone I didn't have the hopes to take down, but took the punches with a smirk; you won't bring me down mentally or physically, buddy. Some of my most restricted times I was alone in a dwelling that I paid for, feeling crushed by my own miseries, unable to function.
One of my sons bought a Sublime shirt yesterday, and it has "40oz to freedom" written on it. Recognizing it as an old song, I listened to it; its been years since I heard it. The lyric stuck out: "A 40 oz to freedom is the only chance I have to feel good, though I feel bad". I remembered back to my own days of opening a beverage, the sudden 'release', and feeling the 'freedom' pouring in... But, it wasn't real freedom; just borrowed(and I'd have to pay it back).
Anymore, I think that's what I strive for. Freedom. I will likely never be rid of responsibilities, I will never be in any financial situation in which I don't have to consider such things. But, I'd like the freedom to act as the heart and mind dictate appropriate for the moment, to stay in the moment, to be released of the bondage of the brain, to shoo off the 'what if's. To eat when I'm hungry, stop when I'm full. To be done with 'shoulda, woulda, coulda'. To flush any personal labels down the toilet, and just be.
Who would have thought freedom would be such work...
What's freedom like for you?
(I know I said the word 'freedom', but this is about personal freedom, and is not a political discussion. If anyone tries to turn this into something political, I will send an overfed brontosaurus to take a dump on your front steps.)
Some might think its the right to do whatever you want; honestly, we have that more often than not, we just don't like the consequences. Freedom to do whatever you want without consequence? That seems like it would get hairy really quickly, and it would just be a big ugly fight of 'freedoms', resulting in much pain and tragedy.
I tend to think its an attitude. One of the freest moments I had was when I was being attacked by someone I didn't have the hopes to take down, but took the punches with a smirk; you won't bring me down mentally or physically, buddy. Some of my most restricted times I was alone in a dwelling that I paid for, feeling crushed by my own miseries, unable to function.
One of my sons bought a Sublime shirt yesterday, and it has "40oz to freedom" written on it. Recognizing it as an old song, I listened to it; its been years since I heard it. The lyric stuck out: "A 40 oz to freedom is the only chance I have to feel good, though I feel bad". I remembered back to my own days of opening a beverage, the sudden 'release', and feeling the 'freedom' pouring in... But, it wasn't real freedom; just borrowed(and I'd have to pay it back).
Anymore, I think that's what I strive for. Freedom. I will likely never be rid of responsibilities, I will never be in any financial situation in which I don't have to consider such things. But, I'd like the freedom to act as the heart and mind dictate appropriate for the moment, to stay in the moment, to be released of the bondage of the brain, to shoo off the 'what if's. To eat when I'm hungry, stop when I'm full. To be done with 'shoulda, woulda, coulda'. To flush any personal labels down the toilet, and just be.
Who would have thought freedom would be such work...
What's freedom like for you?
(I know I said the word 'freedom', but this is about personal freedom, and is not a political discussion. If anyone tries to turn this into something political, I will send an overfed brontosaurus to take a dump on your front steps.)