Hi, not trying to be rude so please don't take it that way.
I'm currently struggling with my religion due to my upbringing and it is because of Christianity that I even feel held back by my past. If it weren't for what I was taught in the church, I could have learned to move on and forgive myself even after asking God for forgiveness. All I was taught was hellfire and brimstone.
How do we reconcile the hellfires that God himself created with the same God that is supposed to show us love and grace?
notsoplainJane- I am so sorry to hear of your past experience with your upbringing, and you are Not alone in your ^ above^ thinking. An inquiring mind wants to know.
First of all, most people know the Bible was Not originally written in English.
When KJV Bibles translated Hebrew and Greek words into English they chose the English words: hell and hellfire.
Especially when the Jews began mixing with the Greeks, then they adopted religious-myth theories and philosophies and began teaching false ideas as Scripture although Not really found in Scripture.
Can you think of anyone righteous who went to hell ?______
The day Jesus died Jesus went to the temporary Bible's hell - Acts of the Apostles 2:27
Jesus knew what he would be doing while dead in hell because Jesus taught only sleep in death - John 11:11-14
Jesus was well educated in the old Hebrew Scriptures which also teach sleep in death such as :
- Psalms 6:5; Psalms 13:3; Psalms 115:17; Psalms 146:4; Daniel 12:2; Daniel 12:13; Ecclesiastes 9:5
The word hellfire comes from the word Gehenna. Gehenna was a garbage pit outside of Jerusalem where things were destroyed and Not kept burning forever. So, Gehenna is a fitting word or symbol of eternal destruction. Such as the wicked will be destroyed forever according to Psalms 92:7 and Not burning forever.
Please notice the two choices given at 2 Peter 3:9. We either repent or we will perish ( be destroyed ) Not burn.
Again, I am so sorry to hear about your bad experience, and I do wish you the best in finding what the Bible really teaches.
Gospel writer Luke wrote forewarning us that false clergy would try to fleece the flock of God. - See Acts of the Apostles 20:29-30.
That does Not mean we should let false clergy keep us away from what Jesus really taught, but compare the first-century teachings of Christ as recorded in Scripture with church customs and church traditions to see if they are in harmony with Christ's teachings.
- Matthew 15:9