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Have you ever thought of your awesome being?

martha

Active Member
When did you last actually see your body in a different light? I am sitting here in the dark with candlelight and the glow of my monitor cascading over my keyboard and my fingers. Suddenly I took notice of my fingers. It was truly amazing to me that a thought eminated from my mind and made my fingers to move over this keyboard to put my thoughts into words that I could share with others.
Do you ever have a moment of clarity or awe in the awareness of your existance?

Eagerly awaiting your replies.

Joyfully,
Martha
 

linwood

Well-Known Member
Do you ever have a moment of clarity or awe in the awareness of your existance?
Yes, I do it somewhat often actually.

I`m an artist and when desperately searching for an idea, concept, or inspiration, I`ll find myself fixated on myself or another being and eventually once I`ve gotten the inspiration I sought (or not) it hits me how truly cool we and the world around us are.
 

No*s

Captain Obvious
I can't say that I often run across a moment where my body sticks out to me. I simply go about my business in my own peculiar way. The closest I can think of is when I sit down on my bed, think, and stroke my beard.

However, for my own existence, I try to do that regularly, and I very rarely find it all positive. Quite often, I frankly find quite a bit I need to work on...
 

martha

Active Member
What is it that makes you stroke your beard? Isn't that an awesome peculiarity in itself? Why do you take your hand and bring it to your chin and stroke your beard? What feeling does that action induce for you? Isn't it awesome that you can call to mind certain thoughts just by that mere movement of your hand? Are you getting my drift?...she says as she strokes her imaginary beard.:) Sometimes I feel as though my soul is enclosed in this tower of a body, looking out through the two windows of my eyes. I can actually feel my being just behind the skin of my eyes looking out upon life. It often shakes my soul to become aware of this feeling. In these moments, I can feel the reality of an inner existance that transcends my outward physical self. I believe there is much more to our life than we perceive.

I too find that there is lacking in my being, when I stop to consider my existance, sometimes it is truly distressing to feel that I am lacking in certain areas of my life. Amazing, isn't it that we have the capacity to look within and correct ourselves. Awesome!

Joyfully,
Martha
 

No*s

Captain Obvious
Well, I stroke my beard for the purpose of keeping my thoughts in order rather than drifting. It is the same reason I pray with eyes open, crossing myself, performing bows, and so on. I also have the peculiar habit of twiddling and chewing on a stick all day. All these serve the exact same purpose: to keep my mind in focus. It tends to wander :).

It is indeed amazing that we can correct ourselves. I don't find it altogether disheartening when I find myself lacking in virtue, just disappointing. If anything, it is a call to move forward. Christ called me to be perfect, and I will struggle my whole life to meet that command, even if I will inevitablly fail.
 

robtex

Veteran Member
I study marital arts which is an ongoing life time experiment in understanding my own body. My biggest amazment comes from my growing spatical awareness and my ablity use my body in a coordinated orgainzated fashinon instaneously daily. One day I may catch a plate before it hits the floor and before I registered it as falling. I caught something falling off a table at work yesterday that feel behind me so I spun and caught it before it hit the ground dipping my body while spinning to get closer to the floor.

When I studied Chinese boxing in college I remember hand drills with my eyes closed and I could "see"his hands in my mind as easy as if my eyes were open.

I can micro manage body motions in a coordinated manner have a range of motion that seems dreamlike and my ablity to coordinate my breathing to my body movement went from non existant to automatic over the years.

Its hard to explain to those who have never been in an activlty like it but it one of the few hobbies where you will frequently meet people who will say "this is what I am going to do for the rest of my life."
 

No*s

Captain Obvious
That's pretty nifty Robo. I'm trying to think of something I can compare it to, but coming up short except, maybe, Chess or Go where you can learn to see what someone is doing after playing it enough. Still, that is very nifty.
 

martha

Active Member
Amen to the last line in your post. Forgive me but I can't figure out how to capture your last line quote and place it here. I am in total agreement. Thank you for the response.

Joyfully in Jesus,
Martha
 

robtex

Veteran Member
tell us about chess and go...i have no knowledge of it ...be nice to see it through your experienced eyes
 

martha

Active Member
When I was a teenager, I took martial arts, but unfortunately I never progressed to the heights you have accomplished. There is a certain knowing of the rythm that becomes imprinted in ones being. It must be a tremendous feeling! Thanks for sharing that with us.

Martha
 

No*s

Captain Obvious
robtex said:
tell us about chess and go...i have no knowledge of it ...be nice to see it through your experienced eyes

Well, I wouldn't consider myself "experienced" lol. In go, my skills are far below average, mainly from a lack of competition. In chess, my skills are on the low end of the average scale. In fact, I know I'd get flattened by an experienced person in the former (I have trouble with computers), and in chess I have been flattened many a time.

Both games are games of strategy, though I'm sure almost everybody knows chess is a strategy game. Go, though, is the more complicated strategy game. It focuses more on intuition than rote calculation. Chess, though, is more of a tactics game. It's far easier to take the whole board into consideration with chess, so it lends itself better to calculation (they both do take them).

In chess (international chess, as there are several variaties), you control sixteen pieces composed of eight pawns, two rooks, two bishops, two knights, a king, and a queen. Each piece moves in a different fashion. The game is played on a checkerboard (not normally red and black, though). The goal is to put the enemy king in such danger than he cannot avoid capture. Players are denoted by colors, white and black respectively for players one and two.

In go, your goal is to surround as much territory as possible. You do this by placing stones on the board, and like chess they are divided into black and white pieces. The board is made of intersecting lines, and comes in three sizes 9x9, 13x13, and 19x19. You place a stone on an intersecting line, from which it is never moved unless killed. Killing is accomplished by completely surrounding a stone or group along horizontal and vertical lines.

Naturally, both of these are very complex (computers can't yet match competent go players...which tells you where I stand lol). You can seek to accomplish something, but it is normally dependent on your opponents counter-responses. So, I must anticipate my opponent *and* have a grasp of the game's dynamics if I am to acheive victory.

It is further complicated, because my chain of moves are actually interdependant and often must proceed in chronological order...which also means I have to force my opponent to cooperate.

As a result, the only way to win the game is to perceive it. In neither game can a human win by rote calculation. So, we see "moves ahead," but this is nothing of the sort unless we are just sitting there trying to calculate, and don't get me wrong, we do have to do that.

However, seeing moves ahead is more often looking at the board and instantly perceiving what it will be like in three or four moves. You just look at the board and know. It's not something you can readily explain. You just do it. When I see somebody put a go stone in one of my corners on a 3x3 mark, I know how the fight will basically turn out, and it isn't hard to be right on that one.

Now there is the careful checking of the board to make sure your perceptions are right, but the checking of the board isn't what gives the moves. It's the perception. If someone needs to rely solely on calculation, then they just learned.

I hope that explains it some :). I know it may be more confusing now than before.
 

Master Vigil

Well-Known Member
Rob is exactly right. One of the most fun exercises to do is to tell someone to stand their legs length away from the wall. Without using their leg. Not many people can do it. But from the martial arts, you understand your body so much, you know how long your arms and legs are. You know how far you can bend this way and that, you know how high you can jump, how fast you can block an attack while throwing your pinky finger into their 4th pressure point in their neck with precision accuracy. My ninutsu instructor used to blindfold me, and throw apples at me. I would have to cut them directly in half with a katana. We would also fight blindfolded on plum poles. Which are just cut logs sticking out of the ground. About 3 feet apart from each other. Weapons are even harder, because not only do you have to know your own body, you must know the weapon as if it were an extension of your body. And a weapon can only be used successfully if it becomes an extension of your body. So, yeah. It is definitely a life changing activity. Well, for a serious martial artist, it is not an activity. It is life.
 

Hope

Princesinha
martha said:
What is it that makes you stroke your beard? Isn't that an awesome peculiarity in itself? Why do you take your hand and bring it to your chin and stroke your beard? What feeling does that action induce for you? Isn't it awesome that you can call to mind certain thoughts just by that mere movement of your hand? Are you getting my drift?...she says as she strokes her imaginary beard.:) Sometimes I feel as though my soul is enclosed in this tower of a body, looking out through the two windows of my eyes. I can actually feel my being just behind the skin of my eyes looking out upon life. It often shakes my soul to become aware of this feeling. In these moments, I can feel the reality of an inner existance that transcends my outward physical self. I believe there is much more to our life than we perceive.

I too find that there is lacking in my being, when I stop to consider my existance, sometimes it is truly distressing to feel that I am lacking in certain areas of my life. Amazing, isn't it that we have the capacity to look within and correct ourselves. Awesome!

Joyfully,
Martha
Wow. You captured in words what I have often felt. That is so neat.

I am often in awe of my body, and very grateful to God for every single breath, every single heartbeat. Each is a gift from Him. Some of my most body-conscious/aware moments happen when I am running. The rhythm of my breath, the pumping of my legs---I realize everything is working in unison to propel me forward, and it's such a beautiful, amazing thing. I feel like a well-designed machine in a sense. We are truly "fearfully and wonderfully made"....;)
 

Master Vigil

Well-Known Member
No*s said:
MV...remind me never to get on your badside :).
That is a big misunderstanding of martial artists. People are afraid to let their children study martial arts because they think they will get violent. It is actually the opposite. They become more passive, confident, respectiful, disciplined, and over all better people. They are most of the time, the nicest people you will ever meet.
 

Feathers in Hair

World's Tallest Hobbit
Oddly enough, I only ever think of how interesting this form is after I'm visualizing experiencing other ones. I have several shapeshifting meditation rituals, and it is only after I experience another form that I appreciate this one. Odd how things work, sometimes.
 

No*s

Captain Obvious
MV...I was joking. I don't think you're a violent guy. I've no reason to think so :).
 

Fluffy

A fool
I know this will sound a little perverted, but your post was a little erotic Martha. :)
ah theres nothing perverse with being turned on by the subtle yet overwhelming pleasures brought about by a good long beard stroke.
 
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