sandandfoam
Veteran Member
My body is giving me some grief again and it has got me thinking about health, pain and the fragility of my mind.
Maybe it's just the drugs ...
But I don't think so. I've been seriously ill before and while I am not even close to being seriously ill this time I am experiencing a lot of pain. The pain completely takes over my consciousness, the medication dulls it but it also dulls my consciousness. I was at a meeting yesterday, I am usually engaged and enjoy arguing my case at these meetings. Yesterday I was there but I wasn't. Several of my colleagues mentioned that I didn't seem like myself. This thing that I am seems rainbow like - it's there but it's not.
My awareness seems robust but my mind seems fragile. Disturbances in levels of health and pain seem to throw this into sharp relief.
Do you agree or think that it's just the drugs?
Maybe it's just the drugs ...
But I don't think so. I've been seriously ill before and while I am not even close to being seriously ill this time I am experiencing a lot of pain. The pain completely takes over my consciousness, the medication dulls it but it also dulls my consciousness. I was at a meeting yesterday, I am usually engaged and enjoy arguing my case at these meetings. Yesterday I was there but I wasn't. Several of my colleagues mentioned that I didn't seem like myself. This thing that I am seems rainbow like - it's there but it's not.
My awareness seems robust but my mind seems fragile. Disturbances in levels of health and pain seem to throw this into sharp relief.
Do you agree or think that it's just the drugs?