I am of the opinion that Jesus was perhaps really god. There may be truth in Christianity. But the Bible is full of so many contradictions and mistakes that it puts me off. How can I become a Christian when the Bible is so full of imperfections?
For me, the Bible isn't Christianity. The Gospel is. I was orthodox for decades until I saw this.When you remove the influences that the Jews followed, the Gospel stands out on it's own without flaw. The difference between a perfect message intertwined with imperfection. When you see the Gospels of Luke, John, Mary, Philip, Thomas, Matthew, Mark, Truth all come together as one message, the rest is exposed as "before the Spirit (capital S) was given to man as the true teacher (of spirit). It's not hard when one see's beyond the forest.
Gospel of Thomas:
(2) Jesus said, "Let him who seeks continue seeking until he finds. When he finds, he will become troubled. When he becomes troubled, he will be astonished, and he will rule over the All."
(3) Jesus said, "If those who lead you say to you, 'See, the kingdom is in the sky,' then the birds of the sky will precede you. If they say to you, 'It is in the sea,' then the fish will precede you. Rather, the kingdom is inside of you, and it is outside of you. When you come to know yourselves, then you will become known, and you will realize that it is you who are the sons of the living father. But if you will not know yourselves, you dwell in poverty and it is you who are that poverty."
Christianity is a path, not a religion.