Namaste, Sayakji
Although change to things which can change is inevitable, the wheel of change does seem to turn a bit more slowly sometimes than one might hope, eh?
But does it help to know that "
varna" literally means "color" in Sanskrit? And it could obliquely be referring to the impressions stored in the chitta, the repository of thoughts, etc., from this and past lives. Thus, as one goes about his existence and chooses "x" thought, word or deed over "y," he "colors" his chitta, you might say. It could be the equivalent of an ugly "brown" (erroneous, hard-edged delusion) or then again, perhaps a vibrant "green," (a nugget of Truth). (Colors for illustrative purposes only.
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I believe the
label of one's birth caste is only that, a cultural label. But the tendencies, energies, abilities, ways and means of interacting with the world is the accumulation of lifetimes of habit and effort which has been found by the sages to settle somewhat into the four varnas. Therefore, a kshatriya will feel most "at ease" performing the duties of a kshatriya. Nevertheless, he can use his intellect's discriminatory powers to "think, act and speak," i.e., color his chitta with the colors of the varna he wishes to achieve. But wanting what isn't already so introduces striving and that's an energy which is not conducive to contentment. So be sure to ask yourself, in the end, just why you want to change labels? I mean varnas. What you
are is Atman, nothing short of it. You could just skip the whole exercise of self-identification with the varnas and instead, settle into your true identity as That.