You have to believe to begin with before evidence magically appears? How convenient for you. I have yet to see any evidence to prove the supernatural exists. All "evidence" I've been presented with was extremely flimsy and could only be considered evidence if you wanted to believe to begin with. So the faithful's argument to believe eventually ends up being "you should believe because I believe and I obviously believe for a good reason I just don't have ANY evidence to support my position". Which is the basic argument for any supernatural belief system. So why should ANYONE believe one supernatural belief system to be true and discount all others when they have no evidence or facts to make a logical decision? Excepting a supernatural belief system to be true is based on emotion not logic and reason and is therefore irrational. Thank you for proving my point.
I know exactly what you are saying. I lived my young life fully with some freedom. I had no indication of anything supernatural and didn't slow down long enough to think about it, or would have known what to think about in the first place.
At 24 years old I bought some rural bush covered land and lived with my wife and baby son without power or phone. I quit my job and lived for two years from savings and part time work.
I simply had a dream one night and it came into my thoughts the next day while quietly doing some wood work.
I gradually became energized to the point where my knees buckled and there was trouble breathing. My mind was opened up to another mind with unlimited knowledge and I knew God was true instantly.
God is very close and is like an observer just a little deeper and beyond the mind that is usually thought from. It is as though all of creation is a mist with a clothing of light. God makes everything that is seen appear at every instant. God is an energizing Spirit.
It lasted 5 seconds. My first words were " the stupid ********" as I understood the ignorance and deception being perpetrated on this planet. That "b" word means fatherless children of course.
I thought perhaps this is what Christians are about, I found a small pocket Bible and read it constantly.
That was the beginning point. For three years whole concepts came into my thoughts.
Religion, alternative technology many areas were explored and people met.
I can not deny what happened and many have tried to re interpret what happened.
Therefore the faith I have has evidence for me at least.