I have long had a struggle with trying to read longer material such as essays, books, and papers. This is not due to mere impatience or boredom; it's because I have particularly strong reading OCD (which multiple professionals have diagnosed). When I try to read a book, I always end up re-reading sentences, scanning the same page multiple times, and obsessively, unfailingly looking up every single new word (or familiar word for which I want to know new definitions) I see either on the spot or a few minutes after.
Multiple doctors have tried different approaches to help me overcome it, but it's still an ongoing process. I'm now able to read some longer articles without struggling, but books remain a challenge. So do essays.
Ironically, the reason I rarely read longer material is also the reason I'm fluent in English. My obsession with language and the dictionary has led to fluency in written and spoken English as well as a native mastery of Arabic beyond what most native speakers have. Because Arabic grammar is extraordinarily difficult, most native speakers are not proficient at it. Everyday dialects are also significantly different from grammatically correct Modern Standard Arabic.
I can identify correct pronunciation of classical and Modern Standard Arabic just by listening to a sentence and parsing it on the fly. "Parsing" means analyzing the grammar of a sentence and therefore identifying correct diacritic placement, which affects pronunciation:
Still, I struggle to read books.
What about you? How many books do you read per year?
Multiple doctors have tried different approaches to help me overcome it, but it's still an ongoing process. I'm now able to read some longer articles without struggling, but books remain a challenge. So do essays.
Ironically, the reason I rarely read longer material is also the reason I'm fluent in English. My obsession with language and the dictionary has led to fluency in written and spoken English as well as a native mastery of Arabic beyond what most native speakers have. Because Arabic grammar is extraordinarily difficult, most native speakers are not proficient at it. Everyday dialects are also significantly different from grammatically correct Modern Standard Arabic.
I can identify correct pronunciation of classical and Modern Standard Arabic just by listening to a sentence and parsing it on the fly. "Parsing" means analyzing the grammar of a sentence and therefore identifying correct diacritic placement, which affects pronunciation:
Arabic sentence parsing is called إِعْرَاب. It is a change in the way final letters of words, namely nouns and verbs, are assigned diacritical marks which are called parsing marks عَلَامَات الإِعْرَاب. They are فَتْحَة fatHah, ضَمَّة DHammah, كَسْرَة kasrah, and سُكُوْن sukuun. They have a grammatical value and cause a slight change in pronunciation. Their addition is caused by the function of the word in the sentence and the precedence with certain particles. This post explains a few basic rules on how to correctly assign parsing marks and their grammatical importance.
Still, I struggle to read books.
What about you? How many books do you read per year?