Howdy

[InfiniteZero]

I am new and forgot to post here first. Whoops. In any case, hello.

 

[Laika]

Hey Infinite Zero. I like your avatar pic. Maltheism sounds pretty cool too. Welcome to RF.

 

[vaguelyhumanoid]

ayy

 

[Knight of Albion]

A very warm welcome to the forum, dear soul.

 

[Iereas tou Apollona]

I am new and forgot to post here first. Whoops. In any case, hello.

Hello Infinite Zero, blessings of (Ἀθηνᾶ) Athena upon you.

Can I inquire what a Maltheist is?

 

[4consideration]

Welcome to RF!

 

[Smart_Guy]

Welcome aboard

 

[InfiniteZero]

Thanks for the welcome, all.

Can I inquire what a Maltheist is?

Hard to explain. I feel that there is an afterlife due to a near death experience but because of my issues with my birth faith I grew an eventual hatred of God, a certainty of my own damnation. For most that seems to be good enough to motivate repentance. For me it just made me hate God and accept my own destruction with numbness. A spiritual life marked by impotent defiance and an embrace of a battle I have no chance of winning.

Theistic nihilism might have worked too.

 

[vaguelyhumanoid]

Wow, that sounds way harsher than atheistic nihilism.

Ever consider looking into non-Abrahamic God concepts? Or left-hand path stuff (theistic Satanism, Luciferianism, etc)?

 

[Jumi]

Welcome. Not all people that believe afterlife think it's caused by gods though. Was there something in your experience that made you feel as god was punishing you or was it just the religion you grew up in?

 

[Sees]

Welcome to the forums

 

[columbus]

Hi InfiniteZero.
Welcome to RF.
Tom

 

[DawudTalut]

Peace be on you. Welcome.

 

[StarryNightshade]

Hello and welcome.

 

[Revoltingest]

Belated greetings!

Have some of RF staff's grub.....

This is why the taxes & fines here are so outrageous.

 

[Adramelek]

Thanks for the welcome, all.



Hard to explain. I feel that there is an afterlife due to a near death experience but because of my issues with my birth faith I grew an eventual hatred of God, a certainty of my own damnation. For most that seems to be good enough to motivate repentance. For me it just made me hate God and accept my own destruction with numbness. A spiritual life marked by impotent defiance and an embrace of a battle I have no chance of winning.

Theistic nihilism might have worked too.

Hmm, you seem like an interesting one, welcome to RF InfiniteZero.

 

[Nada]

Howdy back.