Hi!
I am not quite sure why I came to this page. I guess I just want to talk. I am a Kurdish girl, I live in Europe. I am 20 something. I was kind of religious as a child, I had a relative who encouraged me to learn to pray and wear the hijab. Though I never wore the hijab I wanted to wear it and I read the Quran and I fasted and prayed when I fasted. My family is not religious AT ALL! In fact my relatives make fun of muslims and Islam a lot, even though everybody is muslim but nobody cares because that´s what we kurds do, we make fun of our religion, it´s not that important to us. A few years ago I started to feel that the religion I was more or less following was not me. I don´t believe in it. I found my closest friend wearing an abaya which she totally detested a few years before and I saw little children wearing long skirts and hijabs more often. I read about Islam again and I read things that christians say about their religion and their God. I was craving love from God, not punishment. Even though there are lots of nice things in the Quran that are beautiful and nice, there are also other things that I don´t agree with. I started reading the Bible about two months ago maybe and I feel at peace for the first time in a very long time.
I am not sure why I´m posting this...I might eventually delete it. But I want to know if I´m crazy or not. I love Jesus and I have no one I can tell....
I am not quite sure why I came to this page. I guess I just want to talk. I am a Kurdish girl, I live in Europe. I am 20 something. I was kind of religious as a child, I had a relative who encouraged me to learn to pray and wear the hijab. Though I never wore the hijab I wanted to wear it and I read the Quran and I fasted and prayed when I fasted. My family is not religious AT ALL! In fact my relatives make fun of muslims and Islam a lot, even though everybody is muslim but nobody cares because that´s what we kurds do, we make fun of our religion, it´s not that important to us. A few years ago I started to feel that the religion I was more or less following was not me. I don´t believe in it. I found my closest friend wearing an abaya which she totally detested a few years before and I saw little children wearing long skirts and hijabs more often. I read about Islam again and I read things that christians say about their religion and their God. I was craving love from God, not punishment. Even though there are lots of nice things in the Quran that are beautiful and nice, there are also other things that I don´t agree with. I started reading the Bible about two months ago maybe and I feel at peace for the first time in a very long time.
I am not sure why I´m posting this...I might eventually delete it. But I want to know if I´m crazy or not. I love Jesus and I have no one I can tell....