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I don't know if this is the right place

LittlePinky82

Well-Known Member
I feel safe here so that's why I posted it here but I don't know if it's the right place so im sorry if it is. Im just at a very low point in my life now. Im still looking for a job but still not getting anything back. Because of that im just feel very low on morale and when I get this low I get numb in my feelings. Because of my own past ive taught myself to be numb at certain points emotionally. I am overweight and was feeling good about getting back into working out and using this time for that. It just seems like whenever I start to feel good about myself something happens to remind me that im just an idiot that everyone just forgets about. I don't have anything to offer this world. Im not the most educated but I have two associates in criminal justice and the paralegal fields. I know its nothing but I worked hard and when im not low im proud of my work. Here in the forums in talking about politics I feel like im just an idiot. I guess I don't know why im posting this. I wanted to say im sorry to if ive done anything to this section.
 

dust1n

Zindīq
Try law firms for multiple areas, and try legal services companies.

As far as feeling like an idiot in political debates, just work on your political debates. Stick to what is known, don't make assumptions about people, and try hard to understand all sides and address them all.

:hug:
 

Aštra’el

Aštara, Blade of Aštoreth
I suggest you turn that pain into motivation and fuel so that it becomes a strength.

Every great story has conflict... how will you face yours?
 

LittlePinky82

Well-Known Member
Sigh well I tried looking for legal services places. I tried one place so we'll see. With debates even when im nice its the same. If people think im not and try to explain my intentions it doesn't matter. Other people know your intentions better so why bother. I do everything right im just the useless idiot.

An update- I did hear back from the place I tried last night. They asked for my resume. I heard back from another place I had forgotten about and wrote off because I never heard back so I finally did and talked to the attorney and she has a connection to my alumni in the past heh. I don't have experience in her main area's but we talked and I have an interview on Monday and am going to take my writing projects to show.

:sweat:
 
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Spideymon77

A Smiling Empty Soul
Just being a nice person is good enough. You may feel like you have nothing to offer to this world, but that isn't true. Helping people out anyway you can and being the light in other people's worlds is already giving meaning. :D
 

Burl

Active Member
Sarcosine- a new treatment for depression: "A clinical study showed Sarcosine to be significantly more effective in treating Major Depression (substantially improved scores on the Hamilton Depression Rating Scale, Clinical Global Impression, and Global Assessment of Function) than Citalopram over a 6-week period. Sarcosine-treated patients were much more likely and quicker to remit and less likely to drop out of the study. Sarcosine was well tolerated without significant side effects" https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sarcosine

A testimonial:
Half an hour in, I'm not sure if I notice anything. I feel a bit clearer, a tendency to rub the feet, perhaps some excitatory effects. Nothing ontoward.

An hour in I just now caught myself doing an overdue gardening chore in the hot sun. My primary negative symptom is physical passivity. This may be wishful thinking but it does appear to have an activating effect in me that is distinct from a stimulant. I'm not significantly stimulated or sedated, feel kind of OK and maybe feel a bit clearer and more active.

On schizophrenia.com 70% of people polled said it helped them.

Two Hours In I feel more mentally active. no real side effects. I might be one of those who can make due with 1 gram a day. Gonna make a few capsules for easy dosing.

Three Hours In I, wow, am definitely experiencing effects here. I am more physically and cognitively active and seem to have more motivation, theres more going on, but not in a stimulant way. It feels activating rather than that is presents as a stimulant effect. This is no coffee, no cathinone, it feels like a nootropic, one that WORKS, something that improves the function of my brain in general rather than has a stimulant effect. The first day! I made a bunch of capsules of 800+mg each for easy dosing. I'm gonna try one a day, see what it does and how it effects me longterm as this substance, just like antidepressants, will build up for about 8 weeks. 800mg a day may be just what the doctor ordered
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Four Hours In Its a hot day and I'm not good with heat in general but, I'm having notable orthostatic hypotension. If I sit for a while, then get up, I have to sit again because of dizziness. Ack, I hope its mostly the weather.

Five Hours In I did a whole lot of physically active stuff despite the hot weather and the tendency to orthostatic hupotension. I feel mentally alert, yet not like I took a stimulant. For me, this is an active nootropic. This may actually do me quite some good, I'm intrigued. If side effects stay low this is something I want to explore. Sure beats coffee!

Six Hours In Stil alert but less acutely so. I'll end the report here, its been quite promising.
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ONE MONTH LATER!

I been doing 800mg capsules ("00" caps), one each morning, for one month now and I notice definite effects.

I'm more active and psychologically versatile, my speech indeed has gotten richer, even typing speed has increased and i notice a marked decrease in particularly outlandish thought.

I do not feel psychologically or spiritually castrated and experience no real side effects.

All it does is benefit me, and to the point that I will stay on this and perhaps will up the dose later. Its GOOD as it is though, I don't want to be without it.

Unlike antipsychotics this is a noortropic, this makes my brain function better, not less.
 
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