Spiderman
Veteran Member
I would like to thank anyone at RF who has ever prayed for me.
Today I went to court feeling miserable and wanting to die, worried sick.
I thought the prosecuting attorney hated me like any other time I've gone before him, the things he said about me made me feel so disgusting and want to die.
This time he said something along the lines of "Your honor, I was very opposed to you releasing the defendant. I am no longer worried about him. He has gone above and beyond my expectations. He's doing great!".
Then the judge started telling me how proud he was and how hard I'm working , that he really appreciates working with me and seeing the growth.
Then bad internet connection cut him off (It was a zoom meeting).
I had to (with embarrassment) say "your honor, could you please repeat that. Poor Internet connection cut you off."
He just seemed so delighted that I'm making progress. Like he deals with thousands of people that don't make it.
He's a good man and so is the prosecutor. I can't thank God enough for today. I was very surprised.
Now I'm just scared ****less I'll let him down. Please pray for me that I don't let him down. I really love people and want them all happy. My defense attorney, she's awesome as well!
They made a referral to mental health court as well. If you could pray about that and pray that I will dedicate myself to being good to people and using time and talents to help other sick people like myself, and just help people in general.
You have heard me blaspheme a lot. But I can truly say "God is Great!"
Today I went to court feeling miserable and wanting to die, worried sick.
I thought the prosecuting attorney hated me like any other time I've gone before him, the things he said about me made me feel so disgusting and want to die.
This time he said something along the lines of "Your honor, I was very opposed to you releasing the defendant. I am no longer worried about him. He has gone above and beyond my expectations. He's doing great!".
Then the judge started telling me how proud he was and how hard I'm working , that he really appreciates working with me and seeing the growth.
Then bad internet connection cut him off (It was a zoom meeting).
I had to (with embarrassment) say "your honor, could you please repeat that. Poor Internet connection cut you off."
He just seemed so delighted that I'm making progress. Like he deals with thousands of people that don't make it.
He's a good man and so is the prosecutor. I can't thank God enough for today. I was very surprised.
Now I'm just scared ****less I'll let him down. Please pray for me that I don't let him down. I really love people and want them all happy. My defense attorney, she's awesome as well!
They made a referral to mental health court as well. If you could pray about that and pray that I will dedicate myself to being good to people and using time and talents to help other sick people like myself, and just help people in general.
You have heard me blaspheme a lot. But I can truly say "God is Great!"