I used to be an Atheist
I was quite happy as an Atheist and I think I was quite good at being one
I then came to believe in God because I thought God was talking to me
And because of this, I eventually blundered into Christianity
Later on, I realised that God was not talking to me - that I was mistaken about this
But for numerous years after this I maintained a belief in God and carried on as a Christian
I think that now might be the chance to challenge this belief
I need to either find good reasons to believe or abandon my belief entirley
In the meantime I'm going to call myself an Agnostic
There's no hurry
Maybe I will become an Atheist again?
I don't know
The thing is though, I have let go of the original reason that caused me to believe in God
I was quite happy as an Atheist and I think I was quite good at being one
I then came to believe in God because I thought God was talking to me
And because of this, I eventually blundered into Christianity
Later on, I realised that God was not talking to me - that I was mistaken about this
But for numerous years after this I maintained a belief in God and carried on as a Christian
I think that now might be the chance to challenge this belief
I need to either find good reasons to believe or abandon my belief entirley
In the meantime I'm going to call myself an Agnostic
There's no hurry
Maybe I will become an Atheist again?
I don't know
The thing is though, I have let go of the original reason that caused me to believe in God