I consider myself something like "post-Christian" now. Like it's grade school, but eventually you need to apply to higher or learning. In more biblical language, Jesus is the milk, but I don't think he qualifies as the "meat". The teen years, which saw my maternal great-grandmother die AND my parents divorce the same year, were hard on me. For awhile after my maternal grandfather's death, I finally stated that I no longer wished to call myself Christian. However, I've made some progress coping with his death, so I consider myself one, just ... "post", if that makes sense. It's like the difference between being a college student and being an alumnus. Even if you still feel "school spirit" and loyalty to the brand, the fact is, you graduated and life has moved on.
What you are saying makes complete sense and thank you for sharing. Perhaps it is through our most difficult times we find what works for us and what doesn't and to find courage to embrace a new path. Sometimes that journey takes us to unexpected places that our family and friends would not understand. Although during my years of search I investigated Buddhism and Hinduism my knowledge is lacking. My wife's mother is from Japan and so we have visited many temples there.
To be a Baha'i is to rever the teachings of station and teachings Buddha and Krishna as Great luminaries of the Asian Continent. Although we are on the topic of the Jewish Messiah I wonder if there is something we can learn from these great religions too.
In the Bhagavad-Gita, Krishna expresses Himself ; " Know thou t his, O Prince, that whenever the world declineth in virtue and righteousness, and vice and injustice mountthe throne - then come
I, the Lord, and revisit My world in visible form, and mingle as a man with men, and by My influence and teachings do I destroy the evil and injustice, and reestablish virtue and righteousness, many times have I thus appeared; many times hereafter shall I come again."
(Bhagavad-Gita, 4;7,8)
..'I am not the first Buddha Who came upon this earth, nor shall I be the last. In due time
another Buddha will arise in the world, a Holy One, a supremely enlightened One, endowed with wisdom in conduct, auspicious knowing the universe, an incomparable leader of men, a Master of angels and mortals. He will reveal to you the same eternal truths which I have taught you. He will preach to you His religion, glorious in its origin, glorious at the climax and glorious at the goal, in spirit and in the letter. He will proclaim a religious life, wholly perfect and pure, such as I now proclaim.' His disciples will number many thousands, while Mine number many hundreds.'
Metteyya
Perhaps for those with eyes to see and ears to hear we need to look beyond the bounds of our cultural norms. These writings seem to refer to all the founders of the great religious faiths.