My dog is really sick, in pain. It's been bad since this weekend. She's shaking, trembling and panting in pain. She has lost weight. She's confused and lethargic. She presents to eat and drink but can't bring herself to. She's fallen over in pain. She's having accidents inside. My heart is broken seeing her like this and I've been in a horrible place this week mental health wise. I was giving her canine aspirin but this vet who I paid $35 for this online service to have a consultation told me I had to take her in to be seen and to stop giving her the aspirin. So I wasted money and now I can't really do anything to help her pain. I'm mad because at least I wanted them to prescribe painkillers. I want to die, seeing her like this. Taking her to urgent care or ER will cost about $200 upfront, which I certainly don't have (I don't even have $20 to my name.) That's not even including meds and such.
I have asked for help on Facebook, for a ride to a vet hospital since they're all outside of the city and it would cost the better part of $100 just to get there and back. No one answered. There's never anyone available when I need them. I have no friends and family. I keep being proven right that I have no friends here when things like this happen. People don't give a **** about me, let alone my pets.
Now I'm forced to beg people for money again because I'm poor and broke. So I'm going to have to make another fundraiser. I hate asking people for money. I'm such a failure. She might need surgery. I don't have savings or anything. I have nothing, really. But it's not for me. She needs to be seen this week, ASAP. I don't know how I'll do it but it needs to be done.
I'm going to miss work because I need to be with my dog.
I have asked for help on Facebook, for a ride to a vet hospital since they're all outside of the city and it would cost the better part of $100 just to get there and back. No one answered. There's never anyone available when I need them. I have no friends and family. I keep being proven right that I have no friends here when things like this happen. People don't give a **** about me, let alone my pets.
Now I'm forced to beg people for money again because I'm poor and broke. So I'm going to have to make another fundraiser. I hate asking people for money. I'm such a failure. She might need surgery. I don't have savings or anything. I have nothing, really. But it's not for me. She needs to be seen this week, ASAP. I don't know how I'll do it but it needs to be done.
I'm going to miss work because I need to be with my dog.