HI. Eclectic pagan that mixes some theistic satanism and luciferianism in my path. For some understanding the pagan paths I mix are Sumerian,and Egyptian. My main deity is Bastet Goddess of cats.
Hi, VoidCat, nice to meet you. Yeah, I was practicing / trying to practice LaVeyan Satanism, but I had become frustrated with the fact that nothing seemed to be happening when I tried to summon spirits/demons...
For me, I realized that the whole thing was a sham... but that said, I realize that you take your faith very seriously and I don't mean to be disrespectful or rude... we could talk about that more too -- Christianity discourages the practice of magick / sorcery (I'm not sure if you see a difference between magick and sorcery) but I still care about you guys...
I had been interested in Wicca for a while, as well as Thelema / chaos magick. We could also talk about how there is ritual magic in satanism. I want to understand not just satanism, but also the paganism in general -- like, firstly, I want to talk to pagans without seeming or being supercilious or haughty, or like I know all the answers... I don't... I think there are a lot of things that pagans get and understand that us christians don't understand or emphasize enough. Like, sometimes, compassion, understanding, and perhaps even the mystical aspects of spirituality.
But also just trying to understand why pagans believe what they believe and what they understand to be good/true/the right way to follow, or something along those lines. Is there evidence for their gods? Does there have to be? Can you "make up" or "invent" a god to worship? I'm interested in these topics... So yeah, let me know more...
Thanks!