I'm so effing excited about this, you have no idea!
Thank you for explaining this. I have much to learn, but what I've read about this weekend, I'm just so enthusiastic about this. It's like a side of me, or maybe all of me, has been dormant while following Christianity. Not that I hate any one religion, but I'd say that the LHP is portrayed as evil and suspect, but I can't help but wonder if that has just been part of the 'lore, and all this time, it's really been backwards. It's amazing to me, in a sad kind of way, that the LHP is looked at as evil simply because it teaches that we should be looking within and not without, in terms of becoming our best selves. But, such is life with many religions, especially the Abrahamic faiths - they are very dictatorial in nature.
*** BIG WALL OF TEXT WARNING **
You're welcome! The LHP is basically about having the freedom to act as one needs to for their physical, emotional, and spiritual health as justified by the rules of ones nature. Conventional religions are challenged by this notion because it shifts authority from the church to the individual, and certainly we can't trust ourselves now can we?
This is evil only in that the entirety of the ten commandments and similar proscriptions are null and void. Ultimately, it's useless for me to list what is allowed other than to explain it that simply.
Free of a concept of sin, most people revert to their true passions, and the LHP encourages this.
I guess the best way to simplify it is: The LHP is the adult path - giving one control of their immediate world, and the RHP is that of a child fearing the discipline of a sky daddy who will crack them on the knuckles (or worse) when they screw up. One way encourages exploration, and expansion of the individual - the other creates slavishness, uncertainty, and apprehension. The end result of the RHP is neurosis, or worse Stockholm Syndrome - a human being neutered and broken down, and unable to ever achieve perfection. Mind you, I use that term "perfection" in only a way conducive to ones personal psycho-spiritual-emotional subjective aesthetic. It is obvious that you see this, or you wouldn't be here.
I view Satan as the embodiment of perfected humanity, the spiritual impetus that moves our fundamental nature. It is through him (this is convenience, saying spiritual beings have sex is a tad silly) that the gift of our liberation from the slave gods has been given. We have a choice to acknowledge or to not acknowledge that gift, but he has given us that ability to even ask: "Why?" Understand, that just saying that is a thought crime against the deity in most religions and then decide which one is interested in really seeking the truth.
Satan is not slighted if you choose ignore him, he is "adulting", and adults respect other adults and their wishes - even when they don't agree.
The only true love is a selfless love, one that gives and doesn't create a debt. If there is a God, why do you owe him?
That's the part I never got, I'd never demand such tribute from my own children. How can he? Why must you kneel and be second guessed, or be sinful in some way by exercising your own intrinsic nature? Better yet, if you screw up, isn't it his fault? He "made" you right?
Just a few things that never made sense to me... I'll posit that he cannot be the true creator, if only that he must lead with the rod. I cannot believe the "true creator" would act out of any emotion but love. Why is this basic spiritual understanding is so difficult for mainstream religions to grasp?
I just mentioned the above to clue you into my thought process, and the only way to really learn about these things is to listen to various perspectives and see how they sit within you. I can speak for one individual theistic Satanist, me, and no other. My own understanding of the universe is still evolving, and is constantly changing.
In that spirit, I'd recommend you to a few books that should help you _greatly_ with navigating these subjects:
** warning, RF is swapping my links to its links that it can make money of off them - strip the "religious forums crap" off if you don't want to give them money when you buy the book, I only want to post virgin, non-revenue links. **
My Name is Legion by S. Connolly. This book is about various LHP types, and their individual stories. There really is nothing else like it on the web, or anywhere else. It's pretty theistic/dark pagan heavy, so fair warning.
Uncle Setnakt's Essential Guide to the Left-Hand Path - This is raw nuts and bolts, you can roll your own path with little more than this book. It navigates you through a complete system of self-initiation into the LHP, and is written by the former High Priest of the Temple of Set, Don Webb. Might be a bit complex for beginners, but it is philosophically and practically complete.
Pacts WIth The Devil by Christopher Hyatt & Jason Black - The history and the use of just that, the when, the where, and the why. I find this one mostly an entertaining read, but it addresses concepts like moral relativity, origins of the LHP, the philosophy of liberation, etc. I consider this useful in seeing how LHPers "tick". This is one of the most accurate in regard to the factual data, that's why I recommend it over others that have slants. Hyatt isn't an LHPer per Se, but Black is - my guess is that when they co-authored the book it was to keep the presentation balanced, and they did just that.
Sorry for the length, but I realized I never really gave that little list out on here so I took the time.
Anyway, any questions are welcome as always.