Of course not! I do not know how you heard me say that. It is good for me that they woke me up. I wonder that what I think are sleeping people can wake anyone up, but it is my opinion that they do. If being woken up by them is a good thing (I think it is) and if I am awake and if it is God's will that I am, then they have done good for me and God's will respecting me.English is not my native language but I would consider it disgusting if they made people start asking existential questions only to fill them up with JW speak (which, I suppose, is exactly what they do).
I don't understand whether it is disgusting for you that
(A) they wake people up to existential questions
(B) this world is about calling lies the truth?
Do you think it is better for people not to be woken up?