So, tell us: If with these words Jesus is not talking about a conscious pre-existence, what kind of pre-existence are you talking about?
Let's look.
John 8:38 I speak the things I have seen while with my Father (...) 40 But now you are seeking to kill me, a man who has told you the truth that I heard from God.
In isolation this verse, when I read it, is describing seeing without eyes and hearing without ears. It's describing a dream, or prophecy or vision. It's an inner wholly ( holy
) spiritual consciousness. Not as a physical, "real", person though. I recall the sequence in John 1. The sequence is important, here.
John 1:1
Ἐν ἀρχῇ... ὁ Λόγος ἦν πρὸς τὸν Θεόν ...
In [the] beginning... the word was with God ...
John 1:14
... καὶ ὁ λόγος σὰρξ ἐγένετο καὶ ἐσκήνωσεν ἐν ἡμῖν.
.... and the word became flesh and dwelt among us.
These verses indicate a sequence. In the beginning the word was with God, AND THEN, "
καὶ", the word became flesh and dwelt among us. Going back to the verse you brought:
John 8:38
... ἃ ἐγὼ ἑώρακα παρὰ τῷ πατρὶ ...
I speak the things I have seen while with my Father
John 1:1
Ἐν ἀρχῇ... ὁ Λόγος ἦν πρὸς τὸν Θεόν ...
In [the] beginning... the word was with God ...
When was Jesus with God? In the beginning. In what form was Jesus at that time ( assuming time exists in that realm )? In the beginning "the word" was with God,
not the flesh. That's what is written in the Greek scripture. Therefore, not a "person" in the way it is conventionally considered. There is no flesh "there". ( In quotes because, "there" is out of context when considering an omni-present deity ).
what kind of pre-existence are you talking about?
To be clear, it's not
me. I am reading your words and the Greek scripture and reporting what they and you are saying.
The pre-existence which is being described by the verses brought are "with God", "In the beginning", in the form of "the word". It is a pre-existence with-in, and completely possessed by the divine intellect. It is a consciousness with-in the "God-head". It is like the consciousness of a character of a novel, before the author has written the book. It is a word before it has been spoken.