Atheist with depression here. What do you want to know?
Hi Laika,
first of all, let me thank you for volunteering to engage me here. Secondly, I hope you can beat your depression and find your center and enjoy life again. I suffered depression in my early to mid twenties and it was aweful. It wasn't solely down to an existential crisis, only partly. From my own subjective reflections, I can say that I have found that a belief in God served as an anchor for me for more than just the existential crisis itself, however, my own life experience is just one story. I hope you don't think I'm being nosey in asking you questions related to your current depression. But before I do, let me tell you why I am asking.
I watched the video, and it shook me up somewhat. A trip down memory lane which I did not enjoy. And I wondered if this existential crisis was typical of atheists, judging by the members who have posted so far - I would say that it is not the norm for them to suffer such - I hope for their sake they were speaking the truth. Depression is truly an hard thing to live with. When I was an atheist, I felt an huge spiritual void in myself, and life was tasteless. Everything was nothing because it meant nothing in the end. Do I make sense? This was the world view I had adopted and being reminded of it was an uncomfortable experience, so much so that I made this thread to see if there were others who were experiencing the same as I had once.
With genuine interest and empathy, I ask, is your depression borne of an existential crisis? or something else? or a combination of both - the existential crisis
and something else? How long have you been suffering for? and how do you deal with it?
Though you are an atheist, I hope you are not offended by my good will in hoping God heals you soon. Amen.
peace