Here in Missouri, we have 106 reported cases so far and are going into quarantine conditions starting tomorrow. I have been deemed to be among the essential and must carry documentation to excuse my commuting travel.
I have been rather calm as this all escalates. I maintain my personal hygiene at the level it has always been at and maintain social distancing as recommended, but I have not experienced the fear and panic others are exhibiting. Not to say that I am not concerned, just more for others than myself I suppose. I am puzzled by the irrational behavior I see with people. It is as if the majority are only now starting to recognize this as a real issue after having ignored it all the way to the last minute. I wonder if this has been the result of the early dismissal of the issue as a problem by some of our leadership and their political base. I know many people that thought it was some sort of political ploy. Not being panicky does not mean I am not concerned or taking it seriously though. Like you, my concern has developed from initial emotional and intellectual responses to more practical and useful responses. Yeah, the level of solitude that I can tolerate is pretty high for me too. I can be very introverted at times.
I have developed a strong distaste for rabid, ignorant, arrogant and even hateful views that some believers consider is the expression of Christian wisdom, love and values. If they the only Christians around, I would have been driven from it too. Their theology is more Bible worship than anything and especially their personal interpretation. Supporting it with the dissemination of fear and hate seems to be their favored method of proselytizing.I
Take care of yourself. I am hoping that we all come out of this wiser and together.