I believe that Heaven is not a prize. The Afterlife is made up of our choices on Earth. So, it's we who determine what our afterlife will look like. Obviously this is my personal humble opinion. In the afterlife freewill will be more visible to anyone.
I believe this world and our experience of it is made up of our choices. Heaven is not a place or a time in the future, but the condition of ones being here and now, and "now" is the only reality. There is therefore no "afterlife", and heaven is always now, and we are either within heaven, or separated from it. Our choice of every moment determines that condition.
well...I even think that Saint Paul is wrong when he said that we can be saved by faith alone. So, I think that Augustine just quotes Paul
What was Paul really saying? I believe he was contrasting a belief that presumes that by following a bunch of external rules and conforming to them, a doctrine of works, is what determines one's status as "God's elect" or not. "I thank God I am not like this sinner!", is how Jesus expressed that mentality of 'salvation' through works expresses itself. So when Paul says we are save by faith, it is to contrast that mentality, a mentality which makes clean the outside of the cup and leaves the inside dirty.
It it through faith, which is itself choice of the highest order, BTW, we make clean the inside of the cup first and then the outside will follow. Everything begins inside, and to just put on clean robes when the heart is polluted is to be reduced to religious self-righteousness. So when Paul says, "
For by grace you have been saved through faith; and that not of yourselves, it is the gift of God; not as a result of works, so that no one may boast," it is saying that when you understand that our efforts alone are not what transforms us, that if we simply try to 'clean up our act' in our own efforts, we are not addressing the source of transformation, which is in fact Grace. And I personally define Grace as effortless acceptance, not something earned, not achieved, not accomplished. And how that Grace is allowed to be present within us, is through faith, which I define as facing the end of ourselves without fear and falling into the unknown, into death as it were, and simply trusting we will know Truth. My description of it here is a practical realization, not a theory, but the firsthand experience of what it is and how it works, on a daily basis in my personal meditation practices. It's how it works. And so when I hear people mouth Paul's words, it is typically coming from "ideas" not experience, so therefore the words sound right but end up somewhere else.
As I said, I see a balance to be struck between the 'faith only' crowd, and the 'pull yourself up by your bootstraps' crowd. Neither work, but a synthesis of practical practices in ridding ourselves of our own efforts to allow Grace to transform us, through our choice of faith. Both are at work.
To quote briefly something I read the other day I think explains this true paradox of "making an effort to make no effort",
The very desire to seek spiritual enlightenment is in fact nothing but the grasping tendency of the ego itself, and thus the very search for enlightenment prevents it. The "perfect practice" is therefore not to search for enlightenment but to inquire into the motive for seeking itself. You obviously seek in order to avoid the present, and yet the present alone hold the answer: to seek forever is to miss the point forever. You always already are enlightened Spirit, and therefore to seek Spirit is simply to deny Spirit. You can no more attain Spirit than you can attain your feet or acquire your lungs.
~Ken Wilber, One Taste, pg. 31
This is paradoxical, and is what I am saying, what my personal experience has taught me. Faith is not wishful thinking, it is through letting go, falling into the Unknown, that one finds what has been there all along. And it is Grace itself; Spirit. And that faith itself, is a gift of Spirit to seek itself in us. That is Truth; there is no "I" seeking, and hence no boasting, no accomplishments. The "I" that seeks is Spirit itself.