Gnostic Seeker
Spiritual
Those of you who have been on the forum the last few days are aware that I have lost my belief in the god of monotheism. I think my faith in that department was weak for a good while, but I kept trying to cling to it.
I've called myself atheist, but if I can be honest- I'm not sure I'm comfortable with it. I never saw myself being atheist, and in many ways I still don't. I especially find Pantheism attractive, and believe it or not- polytheism.
The gods and myths of the ancients hold fascination for me, and always did. I also find Hinduism somewhat appealing.
Well to cut to it, one of the deities I've always admired is Athena. I admire others like Poseidon and Hera too in the Greek pantheon.
I've felt kind of lost or in-transit since leaving Gnosticism. I have also found the discussions with pagans on this forum thought-provoking.
I keep a statue of Athena in my room because I've always admired her in a mostly mythological way. It occurred to me looking at her statue: why couldn't I try being devoted to her and see where it takes me?
I've decided to give her the chance and place I've given the monotheistic god most of my life.
I'm not sure my faith in her is logical, but I know faith isn't meant to be. Faith really is something else.
Here's the short of it: I take
Athena, great goddess of
wisdom and strategy as my patron, wherever it may lead.
I've called myself atheist, but if I can be honest- I'm not sure I'm comfortable with it. I never saw myself being atheist, and in many ways I still don't. I especially find Pantheism attractive, and believe it or not- polytheism.
The gods and myths of the ancients hold fascination for me, and always did. I also find Hinduism somewhat appealing.
Well to cut to it, one of the deities I've always admired is Athena. I admire others like Poseidon and Hera too in the Greek pantheon.
I've felt kind of lost or in-transit since leaving Gnosticism. I have also found the discussions with pagans on this forum thought-provoking.
I keep a statue of Athena in my room because I've always admired her in a mostly mythological way. It occurred to me looking at her statue: why couldn't I try being devoted to her and see where it takes me?
I've decided to give her the chance and place I've given the monotheistic god most of my life.
I'm not sure my faith in her is logical, but I know faith isn't meant to be. Faith really is something else.
Here's the short of it: I take
Athena, great goddess of
wisdom and strategy as my patron, wherever it may lead.