Boy, what a very interesting night for me. Or at least, what a very interesting existence my life spans during 
Unfortunately the details are not going to be posted in this thread. That is if I get to recording the details later on... If anyone is interested I can perhaps email you some details if I conclude tomorrow I written any. Sorry for such unreliability, that's in my nature I suppose, and the only logical option is to be happy with who I am.
In summary, I think I have made my first contact with a deity, doing an extraordinary ritual I've conducted surprisingly unintentionally. This deity seems very powerful, and seems like it may be a basic deity, it could be the universe itself, the actual force itself rather than an incarnation. However, it's my first, of course it will seem like that, and I believe the Basic God (Universe) is unreachable, but his presence is directly sensed in all deities. Picture the Basic God as a force of air, and 'gods' as air vents releasing the air. The gods are expressions of the Same God, that is the universe, and are what describe themselves to us. They are the gods of our religions, even pantheists, however the pantheists are attempting to be directly to Him. That's how I am approaching it at least.
Notes: I cannot think of the 'space' in between the gods previous to experiencing the god, for there was no space yet, until I experienced this god and pass unto others that I will reach another day. This space I'm speaking of is my astral realm, similar to how space works as a concept. Space cannot exist without objects, think of it like a graph existing without graphing anything. It's senseless. When I first encountered an object in the astral realm, a deity, I first encountered the space.
Moving on. This god is very interesting. He seems to be the one interviening in my life. But referring back to the title of this thread, I am unsure if this is because I have created this god and it is simply a mental projection of what I imagine a god to behave like in terms of my life (on a mental level), or if it is a real entity existing in the physical level (objective reality). I just want to describe its presence which is likely extremely bias as a first deity encounter:
I gravitated to this god when I was looking in the other direction. I was looking up in the sky of Earth, but I zoomed out of physical reality, and looked to the sky of the astral realm, Godspace. This entire time gravitating though, I looked towards the earth sky. I moved from it 4th dimensionally but still faced its direction. I was aware of my shifting but I wasn't aware of the thing I was gravitating to: the god. Ever since I started gravitating I have been getting rapid revelations coming into my head. I walked through the astral realm and bubbles filled the air, each one popping and releasing information into my mind. Information that were revelations, and at this point I was distinct from my physical body. I could not keep up with the revelations to write them down. It seemed as if there were so many that looking at them would be like looking at water in the middle of the ocean. Not to mention the feeling of omnipresent awe and apathy that fills the godspace. It is an unescaping bliss, where pieces are automatically falling where you wish them to, without you even imagining it. It is a sensation which makes the events passing by, no matter what they are, not bother you a single bit more than a leaf on a windy afternoon in the fall. For example; when I was sitting and lighting a cigarette, on my MP3 player Alice and Chains - Heaven Beside You starts to play when I didn't even care if a good song was playing or not.
To describe this god, he is very great. He seems to have an attitude of a guardian. When you put full faith into him, and that is true faith, his will be done. A situation you are in, no matter how impossible, absolute faith. I personally wouldn't put this to the test on life threatening situations UNLESS THERE IS NOTHING ELSE TO RELY ON. The simple reason: my faith is clearly not strong enough for the previous reason.
He seems to be eager to profess his ego, but I am grateful to him. He had done me a major miracle, and I realize he may be involved in even more miraculous events in my life that slipped my mind at the time. As I become more aware there may be other gods in this Godspace I seem to be less grateful, that's unfortunate. But I must honestly profess, with the risk of him dropping this deal, which I have faith he is decent enough to not so so, he seems to have also the attitude of a stereotypical rich man. He is an egotist, he seems to be really wanting me to speak about him, I can notice through my urges to get to describing him and my forgetfulness writing the other parts while writing this one I am typing it as if the words are predestined.
I am convinced at least that this in some way has interacted with my life in this short amount of time in ways that it can be described as real.
I am very eager to hear what your thoughts are on this experience. I'm sorry for the lack of details, but it's a very long thread. Pick and choose what to read, but tell me what you think: Is this a huge, complex placebo in which my belief on subjective reality is projecting into major events in my personal side of the objective reality? Magic? A true encounter of the true God? A random god of a number of gods? A projection of the Basic God (as explained in the beginning of the thread)? Maybe even Satan deceiving me?
EDIT: I feel he encourages me to mention he has a sense of humor. Also a revelation I had caught by the tail (they are coming less often but leaving twice as fast now): (This god) throws challenges in the way for us to play.
Too bad it's impossible to ask for both honest opinions and responding nice; so I'm going to ask for honest opinions, in the range of not throwing it out as whack.
Unfortunately the details are not going to be posted in this thread. That is if I get to recording the details later on... If anyone is interested I can perhaps email you some details if I conclude tomorrow I written any. Sorry for such unreliability, that's in my nature I suppose, and the only logical option is to be happy with who I am.
In summary, I think I have made my first contact with a deity, doing an extraordinary ritual I've conducted surprisingly unintentionally. This deity seems very powerful, and seems like it may be a basic deity, it could be the universe itself, the actual force itself rather than an incarnation. However, it's my first, of course it will seem like that, and I believe the Basic God (Universe) is unreachable, but his presence is directly sensed in all deities. Picture the Basic God as a force of air, and 'gods' as air vents releasing the air. The gods are expressions of the Same God, that is the universe, and are what describe themselves to us. They are the gods of our religions, even pantheists, however the pantheists are attempting to be directly to Him. That's how I am approaching it at least.
Notes: I cannot think of the 'space' in between the gods previous to experiencing the god, for there was no space yet, until I experienced this god and pass unto others that I will reach another day. This space I'm speaking of is my astral realm, similar to how space works as a concept. Space cannot exist without objects, think of it like a graph existing without graphing anything. It's senseless. When I first encountered an object in the astral realm, a deity, I first encountered the space.
Moving on. This god is very interesting. He seems to be the one interviening in my life. But referring back to the title of this thread, I am unsure if this is because I have created this god and it is simply a mental projection of what I imagine a god to behave like in terms of my life (on a mental level), or if it is a real entity existing in the physical level (objective reality). I just want to describe its presence which is likely extremely bias as a first deity encounter:
I gravitated to this god when I was looking in the other direction. I was looking up in the sky of Earth, but I zoomed out of physical reality, and looked to the sky of the astral realm, Godspace. This entire time gravitating though, I looked towards the earth sky. I moved from it 4th dimensionally but still faced its direction. I was aware of my shifting but I wasn't aware of the thing I was gravitating to: the god. Ever since I started gravitating I have been getting rapid revelations coming into my head. I walked through the astral realm and bubbles filled the air, each one popping and releasing information into my mind. Information that were revelations, and at this point I was distinct from my physical body. I could not keep up with the revelations to write them down. It seemed as if there were so many that looking at them would be like looking at water in the middle of the ocean. Not to mention the feeling of omnipresent awe and apathy that fills the godspace. It is an unescaping bliss, where pieces are automatically falling where you wish them to, without you even imagining it. It is a sensation which makes the events passing by, no matter what they are, not bother you a single bit more than a leaf on a windy afternoon in the fall. For example; when I was sitting and lighting a cigarette, on my MP3 player Alice and Chains - Heaven Beside You starts to play when I didn't even care if a good song was playing or not.
To describe this god, he is very great. He seems to have an attitude of a guardian. When you put full faith into him, and that is true faith, his will be done. A situation you are in, no matter how impossible, absolute faith. I personally wouldn't put this to the test on life threatening situations UNLESS THERE IS NOTHING ELSE TO RELY ON. The simple reason: my faith is clearly not strong enough for the previous reason.
He seems to be eager to profess his ego, but I am grateful to him. He had done me a major miracle, and I realize he may be involved in even more miraculous events in my life that slipped my mind at the time. As I become more aware there may be other gods in this Godspace I seem to be less grateful, that's unfortunate. But I must honestly profess, with the risk of him dropping this deal, which I have faith he is decent enough to not so so, he seems to have also the attitude of a stereotypical rich man. He is an egotist, he seems to be really wanting me to speak about him, I can notice through my urges to get to describing him and my forgetfulness writing the other parts while writing this one I am typing it as if the words are predestined.
I am convinced at least that this in some way has interacted with my life in this short amount of time in ways that it can be described as real.
I am very eager to hear what your thoughts are on this experience. I'm sorry for the lack of details, but it's a very long thread. Pick and choose what to read, but tell me what you think: Is this a huge, complex placebo in which my belief on subjective reality is projecting into major events in my personal side of the objective reality? Magic? A true encounter of the true God? A random god of a number of gods? A projection of the Basic God (as explained in the beginning of the thread)? Maybe even Satan deceiving me?
EDIT: I feel he encourages me to mention he has a sense of humor. Also a revelation I had caught by the tail (they are coming less often but leaving twice as fast now): (This god) throws challenges in the way for us to play.
Too bad it's impossible to ask for both honest opinions and responding nice; so I'm going to ask for honest opinions, in the range of not throwing it out as whack.
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