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Hi, everyone. I am a newly baptized and confirmed Episcopalian. Below is a journal entry I wrote about the experience on March 30, 2008. The names of my friends are omitted.
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I write this at 2:08 AM. Later today I will go to church early to talk to the bishop who will baptize and confirm me. A new phase of my life begins. An old phase dies. Part of me is sad, perhaps because this makes me see that some parts of my life are over. But that is how life is, transient. New adventures begin. Throughout my life I will continue to journey deeper and deeper into Mystery.
I am now baptized and confirmed as an Episcopalian, an Anglican, a liberal Catholic, a Christian. Most of all, I am myself. Bishop High, a kind man, administered the sacraments to me, including the Eucharist.
I recited the creed, the essence and spirit of which I believe. I lowered my head as he scooped the water onto me in the name of the Trinity. I was anointed with chrism. Last to be confirmed, friends and others laid their hands upon me.
I felt emotional, reverent during the music and Holy Communion. This is my tradition now. It is a part of me, and I am a part of it. I will grow in it, struggle with it, cherish it, love it enough to criticize.
This is an essential part of my personal journey. But other paths are valid, too.
Bishop High blessed my Book of Common Prayer. I received a candle and handkerchief, wet with my baptismal water. During the service, a little girl tried to blow out my candle. *smile*
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It was very meaningful to me that my friends could take Holy Communion with me [though they are not Episcopalians].
After the service, a very elderly woman who the clergy bring the Sacrament to in her pew, hugged me and congratulated me with tears in her eyes. I feel a great amount of affection for her.
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James
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I write this at 2:08 AM. Later today I will go to church early to talk to the bishop who will baptize and confirm me. A new phase of my life begins. An old phase dies. Part of me is sad, perhaps because this makes me see that some parts of my life are over. But that is how life is, transient. New adventures begin. Throughout my life I will continue to journey deeper and deeper into Mystery.
I am now baptized and confirmed as an Episcopalian, an Anglican, a liberal Catholic, a Christian. Most of all, I am myself. Bishop High, a kind man, administered the sacraments to me, including the Eucharist.
I recited the creed, the essence and spirit of which I believe. I lowered my head as he scooped the water onto me in the name of the Trinity. I was anointed with chrism. Last to be confirmed, friends and others laid their hands upon me.
I felt emotional, reverent during the music and Holy Communion. This is my tradition now. It is a part of me, and I am a part of it. I will grow in it, struggle with it, cherish it, love it enough to criticize.
This is an essential part of my personal journey. But other paths are valid, too.
Bishop High blessed my Book of Common Prayer. I received a candle and handkerchief, wet with my baptismal water. During the service, a little girl tried to blow out my candle. *smile*
31
It was very meaningful to me that my friends could take Holy Communion with me [though they are not Episcopalians].
After the service, a very elderly woman who the clergy bring the Sacrament to in her pew, hugged me and congratulated me with tears in her eyes. I feel a great amount of affection for her.
--
James