Something people do not realize is that religions are the primary reasons why the modern sciences didn't have to start from scratch. The preservation of knowledge, philosophy and cultural analysis in regard to socio-anthropology is all a result of massive religions and their capability of stockpiling books.
My interest in Islam and its function in society is a primary result of this. But if it comes down to the existence of gods I will blatantly say they are nonexistent and that many such beliefs are inherently harmful due to their ability of legitimizing the ridiculous.
You sound like an atheist at the end of the day. Much of what people call atheism is just atheism+metaphysical naturalism and this is fine and all but they seem to not understand that as an atheist I can pray to any god from Jesus down to Q'uq'umatz and as long as he/she has no legitimate belief in that deity they are an atheist still. Granted it is not normal this is still an atheist by definition. Then there are people like me wo profess anti-theism and acknowledge the reason why deities are conjured yet a only bothered by the belief in deities and their potential harm. This does not mean I hold no respect for religions or disdain them, quite the opposite in fact. I love and appreciate them but I just think the supernaturalism they babble on about is merely an outdated hypothesis that should have been dropped during the 1600s with the advancement of calculus.
Just imagine if the places of science and wisdom looked like this: