How has my belief affected my mental health?
I can't say i think about it much.
I was always a believer. But after i became a more devout believer, i put away the vices that probably would have eventually hurt both the physical and the mental health.
But then something else happened. I almost immediately started to become aware that we were in the Biblical end times. So let my reasonableness be known to ALL men because I think the Lord is at hand. I've been bitten by that Pauline bug, don't get married, don't buy anything, but if you do don't plan on having it for very long. This world is passing away.
I'm not depressed about it, just more nervous or on edge. It feels like time is moving too fast, winter is approaching too quickly as we speed towards a "darkened" sun and a moon that will not give her light. There's a sense of urgency. I'm a bit impatient with silly people, silly women, that are consumed with the inconsequential, like being upset with the knobs they received on their new kitchen cabinets. I'm thinking that's not the end of the world.
"For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.