Could you imagine being an ancient Israelite, and
putting babies, pregnant women, and children to the sword because God ordered it!?
Could you imagine going up to terrified , innocent, screaming children, and thrusting your sword/spear into them?
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wouldn't even feel like a man anymore I would feel so low!
The God of the Bible is simply very sick!
Even Genghis Khan adopted orphans in the enemy cities he conquered and welcomed POWS into his military to be officers even. It wasn't total scorched earth policies!
I'm so glad I haven't caused a tiny fraction of .01% of the pain and suffering God is responsible!
God sometimes didn't command total exterminations. He occasionally sanctioned taking traumatized virgins (whose family just got violently killed), as sex slaves, condemning them to a lifetime of humiliation and agony!
I'm sorry, running your sword through pregnant women, babies, and children, even in obedience to God, and taking traumatized virgins as sex slaves, is disgusting and disturbing crimes against humanity NO MATTER HOW YOU INTERPRET IT!!!
I think it's extremely sad and wrong that particular God cannot be overthrown, replaced by someone compassionate/generous, and put him on trial for his war crimes, and extreme stinginess in managing graces and exercising omnipotence!
I'm trying to respect this God, as I believe it adds to the powers of my prayers, (and pleases some of the violently raped and murdered girls and suicides I bless and pray for), but
when you are dealing with the ugliest war criminal, and greatest cause of misery, disasters, death, destruction, sorrow, and agony in our world, what the hell is there that deserves respect??
Put the greatest criminal there ever was on trial!!!
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But you will say: “The way of Jehovah is unjust.” Please listen..Is it my way that is unjust? Is it not your ways that are unjust?"-Ezekiel 18:25.
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It is a man’s own foolishness that distorts his way, And his heart becomes enraged against Jehovah."-Proverbs 19:3.
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But you have said, ‘The way of Jehovah is unjust.’ I will judge each of you according to his ways."-Ezekiel 33:20.
Greetings. I see you said you are trying to respect the God of the Bible, but are having terms coming to grips with his righteous decisions.
And this can happen to anyone with limited information. Even his command to abstain from sexual immorality to many seems a ridiculous moral rule. But when God issues commands it is for the good of everyone. He is a God of love and would never do anything inappropriate. The question is do you really have faith this is the case? If you don't, then study of the Bible, reflection of God's qualities, and prayer for his holy spirit and wisdom and discernment will help you.
Abraham thought as you did. It is written in the Bible for us. When God sent the 3 angels to inform the faithful man Abraham what he intended to do to Sodom and Gomorrah, Abraham, perhaps such as you, protested:
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Will you really sweep away the righteous with the wicked? 24 Suppose there are 50 righteous men within the city. Will you, then, sweep them away and not pardon the place for the sake of the 50 righteous who are inside it? 25 It is unthinkable that you would act in this manner by putting the righteous man to death with the wicked one so that the outcome for the righteous man and the wicked is the same! It is unthinkable of you. Will the Judge of all the earth not do what is right?”-Genesis 18:23-25.
Now Jehovah did not reprehend Abraham for questioning him. And Abraham knowing Jehovah knew that he would never kill the righteous along with the wicked. If you read the account Jehovah patiently let Abraham plead with him, until he said that if there were 10 righteous men in the city he would not destroy it on account of the ten.
Do you see the point? Jehovah does not kill haphazardly. In fact he is generous in the fact that he will preserve a wicked city if 10 righteous men were found in it.
There is another account that shows us that God does not kill indiscriminately. And that has to do with a prophecy given to Ezekiel. There Jehovah showed the prophet Ezekiel all of the detestable disgusting things his people were doing, starting in the temple sanctuary, and then on out into the entire city. Horrible things, idol worship, usury, murder, bribery, all kinds of vile things you can imagine. And now Jehovah was going to bring to account all of the wicked people doing their wicked deeds. But did he sweep away the righteous along with the wicked? No, note what Jehovah first commands the angel with the secretary's inkhorn to do:
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And he began calling out to the man who was clothed in linen, at whose waist was the secretary’s inkhorn. Jehovah said to him: “Go through the city, through Jerusalem, and put a mark on the foreheads of the men who are sighing and groaning over all the detestable things that are being done in the city.”-Ezekiel 9:3-4.
So the angel with the secretary's inkhorn was to go throughout the city and leave a mark on the forehead of all those "sighing and groaning over all the detestable things" that were being done in Jerusalem. Why? Well next the six angels with weapons for smashing were commissioned to go throughout the city and to put to death all of the wicked people, but the righteous ones were to be spared:
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And to the others he said in my hearing: “Go through the city after him and strike. Do not let your eye feel sorry, and do not feel any compassion. Old man, young man, virgin, little child, and women you should kill off completely. But do not go near to any man on whom there is the mark. You should start from my sanctuary.” So they started with the elders who were in front of the house. Then he said to them: “Defile the house and fill the courtyards with the slain. Go!” So they went out and struck down people in the city."-Ezekiel 9:5-7.
So Jehovah knows how to reserve the wicked for destruction but how to save people of godly devotion:
"So, then, Jehovah knows how to rescue people of godly devotion out of trial, but to reserve unrighteous people to be destroyed on the day of judgment, 10 especially those who seek to defile the flesh of others and who despise authority."-2 Peter 2:9-10.
Jehovah would never act wickedly. He is a just and righteous God, all of his ways are pure and upright:
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The Rock, perfect is his activity,
For all his ways are justice.
A God of faithfulness who is never unjust;
Righteous and upright is he."
-Deuteronomy 32:4.
Instead of condemning the righteous and good God who would never do anything wrong, it would be good to trust his good and wise judicial decisions. Even if you have not done the investigation as to why, or even are able to know everyone's heart as does God, you can trust when he makes a decision he is wholly just and righteous in what he decides.
Not only that though, God is loving and extremely merciful and gracious, slow to anger, and abundant in loving kindness:
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Jehovah, Jehovah, a God merciful and compassionate, slow to anger and abundant in loyal love and truth, showing loyal love to thousands, pardoning error and transgression and sin, but he will by no means leave the guilty unpunished, bringing punishment for the error of fathers upon sons and upon grandsons, upon the third generation and upon the fourth generation.”-Exodus 34:6-7.
And although his burning anger flares up and is brief, his mercy and his love extend on into eternity.
This is how God truly views the putting to death of any human:
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‘I do not take any pleasure in the death of anyone,’ declares the Sovereign Lord Jehovah. ‘So turn back and live.’”-Ezekiel 18:32.