But, have you ever wondered why some people do abuse themselves that way? Might it be attributed to the spirit of the air which keeps saying, "Jehovah hates you. You're going to die!"
This is what I believe......
This world is a tough place for those who have weaknesses in their spiritual armor. Our spiritual health is directly related to our mental health. The devil does not play fair and needs only a chink to drive in a wedge and keep hammering the message...."you're not good enough....God hates you".
Jesus' message was positive, directed at those who thought they had no chance. He gave them hope, not despair. But no one was free to believe whatever they wanted. There was one truth to be held by all. Christian unity meant no dissenters....no divisions. This is what created Christendom.
The truth is, God hates no one....and no one has to die. He hates wickedness and the breaking of his laws. He never engendered in man an independent spirit. All he ever asked of us humans right from the beginning, was our obedience. Even after the events in Eden he appointed men to lead his worshippers (before the formation of Israel he had the Patriarchs) and expected that they would teach his commands, designed to keep independent thinking in its place.
We do not need to surrender our own will altogether, but to put the doing of God's will before our own. Independence from God or standing apart from his people has never led anyone to a happy and fulfilled life....just the opposite. The truth has to be shared among all, not left up to the opinion of individuals who think they know better. (2 John 9) God does not work that way. Jesus never worked that way. If something needs adjustment, then God will see to it. He does not need us to make a song and dance about any of it. Humility does not need us to go there. Satan will use pride will to keep us outside.
Unlike Israel, we are not born into God's nation...we have to qualify to become part of it, voluntarily. That means that we can also disqualify ourselves......so, we are either in or out. There is no place in the middle....no fence to sit on....you cannot have your cake and eat it too. Seeking refuge in substance abuse never solved any problem, but is guaranteed to make it all worse. God's spirit does not dull your senses.
We choose our own future by what we accept as truth. There can be no doubts. God is never wrong......but we can be. Once you learn the truth, there is no way to "unlearn" it. Realistically, where else is there to go?
The door is not closed until God closes it. (2 Peter 3:9; Luke 15:11-24)